Sunday, July 25, 2010

facebook reconnects!

u never know how small the world is until u join facebook! =D

you know A, A know B, when you know B, you realized B know C , whom was your primary friend, and when you continue to chat with C, you realized...hey...C knows A after all..HAHA... and to top that, you saw that B has a picture with E, who is a best friend of your best friend D. weee~~~ confused? haha..this is fun!

so you see...its all connected... =O


n hor, holiday is just soooooooo nice!!! except for that "horrible" day..which wasn't that horrible after all...maybe i was having pms that day... paiseh..

as i was saying...holiday is JUST SO NICE!!! its like weekend everyday except that you don't go to church everyday...
seriously, every morning when i wakes up, i was actually smiling~~~ yea...sounds a bit scary, but i was that contented....=D

then, the question of the day was only, where should i go today, and who to yum cha with today ?? SYOK!!!
n oh n oh, i don't have to feel guilty watching tv.. though i still stay up till late at night, but it was to online for fun and not rushing assignments!!!

n also, i can just stare at the clock and see it go tick tock tick tock just like that!! i can be sooooo wuliao spamming people's wall on fb... i can say, argh....its time to sleep and i don't feel like sleeping =D wow.....

maybe after a few months, the holiday season won't seem as interesting, but i have only one month....so....THIS IS NIIIIICE!!

life is just so niceeeeeeee now!!! time...please try to move slower...

contented ...thank you God for everything!! =D

Thursday, July 22, 2010

i'm a horrible person!!!!

i'm such a horrible terrible person!!!!!!!!!!!

have you ever done something that you know very well you shouldn't be doing it but if you don't do, you just gonna make yourself suffer so much that you're confirmed that it will exceed the limit you will be able to bear, and having the confidence that you WILL NOT be able to bear, you end up doing it because you're a really selfish person who ARE horrible and terrible after all...........
and after doing it you feel so guilty that you did that, and get pissed off at yourself for what you did and all the trouble you caused to the people around you???!!!! n you kept whining and complaining and making a big deal out of it, which you don't at all have the right to do so because you're the one who caused all these to happen at the first place...............

i'm such a horrible terrible person!!!!!!!!!!!

i shouldn't have started it at all in the first place.......

now everyone don't feel good......n i feel horribly terrible!!!!!!!!!!

God, please forgive me....i'm so sorry......i'm so sorry......i'm so sorry.........

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

it used to be "this" day


"well i wonder could it be.................call me crazy call me blind............"



it was then when i thought i made it obvious,
something i wouldn't usually do, something that i never thought i would have the courage to






n i have faith, and i've waited,
and maybe....only God knows that the wait has not ended...
i know that God knows..but the question is...
do you??






sometimes i just wish i know






Thursday, July 15, 2010

and i wonder..............


for me it happens all the time.............

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

=D

I'm back to the world!! ask me out!! =D i'm freeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~