a little bigger, a little bigger

生气不如留一口气，
吞口气是为了和气。

不会吞气
needa practice.

if he can hear the dog say

SHOCKING news. 23:45PM, 12th AUG 2012

a friend just called to tell me that he just witnessed a reckless driver who ran over a dog on purpose.

He had enough time to stop but he didnt, he just drove over the poor dog. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

seriously

what kind of person with a heart can do such a thing. and still have the ego to scold others.

perhaps, that person don't own a heart.

my kind friend, was brave enough to u-turn and move the dog to the road side. 

each hand holding 2 legs of the dog, dragging the soft n dead doggy, with its broken bones....

you have my respect!

poor him. He feels so bad now :( who can bear to face this alone?? 

then my sister ask,

do dogs go to heaven?

this is a question i often ask myself. :(

the mother dog even came back to look at it. poor poor poor doggy. poor poor mama dog. :( 

d last time when v managed to save that cat, its a happy thing.
this, is a TERRIBLY HORRIBLe thing. :( 

mayb others might not think this is a big deal,
mayb, they just don't care.
but if they matter to you, you know how horrible such a thing to see.
trees, animals, human alike.

but God says, don't hate the people, hate their sins.
don't curse the people, pray for him.

is calling him stupid consider cursing?
but he's just so stupid. :(
stupid driver :( 

wake me up when June ends

don't get it.
don't understand.
don't know how to understand.
don't think i'll ever understand.


but then again,
dear God,
do i need to understand?

maybe not. 

c is the word before 2 pits.

have you ever tried

cooking without knowing what's edible?

writing essay without knowing any alphabets?

dancing without knowing how to stand?

singing without knowing any song?

solving a math question without knowing the formula?

that's how i feel right now.

trying to do this working drawing without knowing how these technical stuff functions. 

trying so hard to design something but restricted by the limited construction methods i know :(

not a good feeling. i feel stupid. so stupid. 

we don't keep in mind but at heart

If anyone has caused grief, he has not so much grieved me as he has grieved all of you, to some extent -- not to put it too severely. The punishment inflicted on him by the majority is sufficient for him. Now instead, you ought to forgive and comfort him, so that he will not be overwhelmed by excessive sorrow. I urge you, therefore, to reaffirm your love for him. The reason I wrote you was to see if you would stand the test and be obedient in everything. if you forgive anyone, I also forgive him. And what I have forgiven -- if there was anything to forgive -- I have forgiven in the sight of Christ for your sake, in order that Satan might not outwit us. For we are not unaware of his schemes.

2 Corinthians 2: 5-11

what did i say?

dear God,

 why is this so hard? 

its u la! nw dun wan to share wit u d!

不明白啊， 不明白! 


letter to hmph! >=[


why do you have to be so mean?  why can't you talk with a better tone?
why is it when people smile and talk nicely to you and you have to reply in an impatient way?
why always so mean to me? still okay to others but very mean to me. 
and yet i'm still being so silly. hmph! aigu!


today i'm offended. i've decided. you're too mean.
and i bet, you wouldn't know this is you that i'm talking about. bcoz you don't hear yourself. hmph.
hmph!! hmph!! hmph!! hmph!! hmmmmmmmmmmmmph!!!