mm polka dots

- on the train
                             - in the bus
                                                 - on the bed trying to fall asleep
                                                                                               - waiting


i realized, its only during these time when i really feel like blogging and have the desire to put down the thoughts in mind....


but when i'm finally sitting in front of the computer wanting to type, the too much in mind just ended up too tangled in a knot. difficult to explain, tiring to summarize. in the end, u get constipation.

all i feel like doing is
draw...
at least, tat little piece of my mind can come out and take a walk.

i know i must be thankful! i am thankful....  but when someone ask me bout what's next? sigh
i dunno anything bout it either.

make sense to me

Love is doing little things

Remembrance is the joy it brings.

It lends a warmth to every heart

Little things are so great a part

Of what it’s like to love the best

To run the mile and pass the test.

God doesn’t ask you to be the lark

Or brighten skies with your spark.

He only asks what you can do

To plod along ’til you are through.

Your labors need not be so fine,

But quiet, soft, and quite benign.

Hardly noticed by the like of these

But greater far than forest trees.

Because they sought no great reward

But merely to help others toward

Some sheltered love which is from God.

Doing little things isn’t very hard.

~ Jean Quigley

the sound

one always gotta have a cover ready.

who knows when they will need to publish an album all of a sudden.
u can't be sure, really.

so now that i have one ready,

i'll have one thing less to worry about..

lets talk

 i finalli understand why working ppl hate sunday nights!! cause its monday tmr and i dont want this day to end so sooooon toooo. :'( 

its tat time of the year when i feel like changing the skin of this blog again.
havent figure out what to draw yet but i'm getting on it. craving for more colours. :D
its actualli looking kinda dull. needa lift the mood a little.

be a little looper and have a memory of 3 secs

for 3 is a magic number

and let's make it a double.

i think i can do this all day :)
bloop bloop

with colour or without?

sometimes less is more,

sometimes its not.

but what about this time? 

wonder why its pixelated. click in to see clearer. 

unwrap the sweet please

oh please let the playlist of great music start moving,
 then my dusty pile of work can start going :)

u don't ponder?

to the sweet 171 :)

for my kawan in class :)

can't imagine living in a class of crazy guys without you!

have a blessed birthday!!! 

will miss all the rantings and screaming and late night watsapp crying with you.
may ur days in the future be bright and sun shiny!!
keep that smile of yours close to you. :D

but the world has no eyes n ears

if i walk would you run

if i stop would you come

if i say you're the one

would you believe me

if i ask you to stay

would you show me the way

tell me what to say

so you don't leave me

the world is catching up to you

while you're running away

to chase your dream

its time for us to make a move

cause we are asking one another to change

and maybe i'm not ready 

but i'll try for your love

i can hide up above

i'll try for your love

we've been hiding enough

if i sing you a song

would you sing along

or wait till i'm gone

oh how we push and pull

if i give you my heart

would you just play the part

or tell me its the start

of something beautiful

am i catching up to you

while you're running away

to chase your dream

its time for us to face the truth

cause we are coming for each other to change

and maybe i'm not ready 

but i'll try for your love

i can hide up above

i'll try for your love

we've been hiding enough

if i walk would you run

if i stop would you come

if i say you're the one

would you believe me

Try    

~ Asher Book

there was a star danced, and under that i was born

how nice if one day, 

when it starts to rain,

this little one and that everyone, 

the tall and the short, 

the young and the old, 

wise or not they all will go,

rich or poor, they are to follow,

hear the rain drop and and stop what they're doing,

started tapping, and then move on with the singing.

first with their feet, then with their fingers, 

those stuck in the traffic started jamming in the vehicle.

as if that drop was last seen in years,

as if that drop was so very precious, 

they gather at the street high in their voices,

with colourful umbrellas and happy dances :)

the tired regain strength,

the feared regain courage,

the ones who struggle surrender to the Father,

the suffered smiles,

the rich contented,

the ones who are alive praise the heaven above.

all spinning in the rain, happy that it came,

the troubles and the pain gone far far away.

try
imagine that day
:)

its spring~ let's clean! :)

clickety click to catch the pic

they looked for a miracle and found it in a song

tell me to read a christian related book few years back and i would imagine a boring thick book filled with deep verses which i could never comprehend. its like i need to prepare an army of tiny little brain cells to actually go through the pages.

however i changed my mind, after picking up a book. and perhaps at that time, it was the right book.
now, i like reading these books. i like to read how God works miracle in people's life.

Many times, people might think, christian life is always so perfect and awesome, they're always happy, they're always kind, they seldom get angry, and they always do the right thing.

Read a book and you'll know it isn't true.

Many inspiring books came from testimony of the once terrible, horrible life. Broken families, broken relationship, broken soul, tragic tragedy. Its because when those things happen, the life that was full of pride will finally allow God to come and take control of the actual fragile life.

we don't necessarily have to wait till bad things happen to do that do we?

And there is this misconception where people thinks coming to God is an escape to all problems. It will solve all your problems and you'll live happily ever after. But the actual happily ever after only comes when we're finally in heaven. As long as we're on earth, there will be tough times.

Being a christian doesn't make you less angry, it doesn't make being kind easier, and it definitely doesn't make sad things less sad. You still struggle like every people. and  its still very tempting to get angry at people when bad things happen, n i do mean cursing kind of angry. 

there are time when i was so tempted to get angry. so tempted to just curse like everyone else. there are times, when it seems so easy to just give up and give in.

and then i think of God. of the kind words He uses and the amount of time He forgive.
and then we go on and try a little harder. for Him.

the next book i'm gonna get :)

i'll miss you lots

be nice and accompany the egg will ya. i heard they say malacca camp is pretty. 

i drove bout 300 miles to pick up an egg

almost everyone is home!! :) its time for cny!! 

and no matter what i feed him he always seem to grow oh oh~

#1 tidy up closet

tangible : its sweeter on paper than on air

i wonder why people no longer write~ i mean on paper that is.
i find writing letter d most exciting form of mailing ever. it beats any digital mail or short messages on phone.
its always nice to find a coloured envelope with your name on it in the mail box. it never fail to surprise me every single time.

letters and cards always make my day <3 and because of my lovely friends studying abroad that i still get a mail or two once in a blue moon. and i always read it over and over and over again. somehow, no matter how long the letter is, it never seems to be long enough. heh.

don't u think writing letter d sweetest way to express ones wishes and thoughts?
maybe letter seem a bit too much for others, but postcards are always cool. :) so, send me postcards people!! i'll love you guys lots! haha.

ps: i still don't mind long long long long letters tho :) or i can live with letter with just a sentence. heh. in anyweiiiis, send me one ~ :)

i dun know what to do, but God knows! :) so i guess its okay~~

oh....i so so so love this christmas :)

i thank God for blessing me so abundantly. and i felt that He was also here to celebrate this Christmas with us ! can u imagine can u imagine?? like He was there when we sang and dance, He was there when we savor His story all over again, He was just sitting there, and guess what! maybe He was sitting beside me :) heh. 

yeap. i think so... i can feel it!!! bcoz the legs can't stop moving. :D

it makes people so happie that the legs of people who hop and jump when they're happie couldn't stop jumping and hopping around. like literally, they just wouldn't stop no matter how hard u try to stop them. they just won't. *shake head shake head*

yea..tell me about it~ people says legs are stubborn creatures who listen to no one but their own feelings. 

i like how He brought my family to church, my dad , my mum, my sister and brother :) coz i love spending christmas with them. n i noe my dogs are singing with us at home.

i like how He reminds me that things may not be in my control, but i need not fear because He is in control. 

i like the comfort He gives where i can surrender the bad things to Him with just a prayer and be all jolly again.

i like how He brought us to little children and uses us to bring them to Him.

i like how He help in suggesting gifts that i can afford with an empty wallet.

i like how they react when they receive d presents, the happie smiles on their faces like they've been blessed. 

i like how everyone smiles so happily wishing others blessed christmas blessed christmas, i like singing Feliz navidad.

i like christmas hugs. i like group hugs that can't fit in my arms. i like taking pictures with people i love lots lots.

i like walking in malls that are so crowded, with my parents infront, aunty beside, sisters in hand, and brother who then joined later. (but not so much on the crowd part unless the crowd are happie crowd, like yesterday crowd :)

i like playing silly games in my sister room, in which the loser would need to attempt in making others laugh. i like trying so hard to not laugh out that it makes my tummy hurt so much.

i like going to bed smiling. i like to sleep smiling.

i like that i don't need to know what to do and what is gonna happen next. :)

i like being able to love people i love and being loved by people who loves me. i like loving God.

when He's around, christmas became oh so nice and warm and happie and special. i like christmas like this. i like it like it like it so much i could fly and hop and jump for the next hundred days. weeeeeeee~

and they say there're 12 days of christmas... oh how blessed more can i be~~ :')

thank you God!!

of the songs we sang and the 14 hours we spent

and they say i'm smiling like

                                                                             ^ ^

                                                      \_______________________/

did i?

erm. i'm going to bed.

i need bigger hands

fishes in the sea n fishes for me

i tend to lose my brain when i'm up n jumping

n do all too many silly things 

yesterday i almost kill a cute mannequin. 

 > < 

which is SO. embarrasing. 

but i tend to find embarrassing moment 

always comes with ppl laughing non stop like

till their tummy hurts kind of laugh.

so i guess it aint that bad if it makes ppl happy

but still. it. was. so. embarrassing