a little bigger, a little bigger

生气不如留一口气，
吞口气是为了和气。

不会吞气
needa practice.

all my bags are packed and i'm ready to go

statement of the night:
"These are my children. He's twenty-one, he's eighteen"
"Nice."
" this is my daughter. She's twenty-two."
" oh. Really? I thought she's fifteen. She looks like fifteen"

The Sound Beating

the air was thin, the air was thick

it wasnt the cloud, its the wind instead

there were men lying, with burnt skin and blind

there were people walking, and their hearts are blind.

was it fear or was it concern,

or was it just plain pure ignorance,

no one cared, no one bothered,

no one dared to take a step further.

 the air is thin, fore.

cracking branches, dimming torches.

litters on roots of hidden papers,

cutting mountains, brown earth soil water

no screams nor sound, not until later. 

the air was thick, so.

if lips formed, cried may be heard,.

if limps shown, will were be werent.

rooted there, rooted down,

not given chance, to create any sound.

the air was gone, now.

speak for the unsound, hear for the unspoken,

try see,  not look; not hear but listen,

feel for the leaves, fall for the branches,

the living might survive , somehow.

 the air may exist, then.

~21 aug '12

if he can hear the dog say

SHOCKING news. 23:45PM, 12th AUG 2012

a friend just called to tell me that he just witnessed a reckless driver who ran over a dog on purpose.

He had enough time to stop but he didnt, he just drove over the poor dog. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

seriously

what kind of person with a heart can do such a thing. and still have the ego to scold others.

perhaps, that person don't own a heart.

my kind friend, was brave enough to u-turn and move the dog to the road side. 

each hand holding 2 legs of the dog, dragging the soft n dead doggy, with its broken bones....

you have my respect!

poor him. He feels so bad now :( who can bear to face this alone?? 

then my sister ask,

do dogs go to heaven?

this is a question i often ask myself. :(

the mother dog even came back to look at it. poor poor poor doggy. poor poor mama dog. :( 

d last time when v managed to save that cat, its a happy thing.
this, is a TERRIBLY HORRIBLe thing. :( 

mayb others might not think this is a big deal,
mayb, they just don't care.
but if they matter to you, you know how horrible such a thing to see.
trees, animals, human alike.

but God says, don't hate the people, hate their sins.
don't curse the people, pray for him.

is calling him stupid consider cursing?
but he's just so stupid. :(
stupid driver :( 

feeling the zen

maybe a little crazy  

but as happy as can be

:)

to the sweet 171 :)

for my kawan in class :)

can't imagine living in a class of crazy guys without you!

have a blessed birthday!!! 

will miss all the rantings and screaming and late night watsapp crying with you.
may ur days in the future be bright and sun shiny!!
keep that smile of yours close to you. :D