thicker than the sea

i think my cholesterol level is reaching its limit. does stress have anything to do with cholestrol?

personally, i think it does. let me explain.

when there's stress, one tend to work less efficiently, the work takes longer time to be done, less sleep, more hunger, more stress-relieving food (which most of the time comes with doubling ur cholesterol level), more guilt, hence even more guilt-relieving junks to deceive oneself temporarily. especially when the satisfaction wears off, the stress return, and since more time has been wasted, less time left, hence more stress and the cycle goes on.

so, in conclusion. quit college.

but then again, the working life out there doesn't seem more attractive. so, i guess not.

bite the wire- lah...

so Terang workshop has ended and everyone is back to reality. ya~ya~ya~

surpree-surprisingly, this workshop is better than last year's.. and d juniors are d best!!! :)

their semangatness in cheering n everything made d old biscuits (us) crunchy again! ^^

so it was tiring but it was worth d madness.

few days of "interesting view" of bee hun...o.O psst psst...

and d last two days were the best! wey~ wey gila la wey~

oh so oh so~~ the uni life there looks so interesting... its making me regret on rejecting d utm offer on landscaping.. yaaaaa~~~ tak pe la...i go after diploma...:D

oh so oh sa~~ now need to focus on work d....lotsa lots of them. 

n being sick makes me feel.....sick. :(

*cough cough cough* but still as hyper! :D weeeeeeee.. 

psst psst chike chike smook smook a~~

not giving up.

just a week or so, i posted on what you give is what you get.

i just found an article bout tis and i think it explains much better :)

Your level of living depends on your level of giving.

Conventional wisdom says that your life will be better if you keep everything you have for yourself. However, God clearly says that your life will be better if you work to make another person's life better.


In Galatians 6:7-9, Paul writes, Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows. The one who sows to please his sinful nature, from that nature will reap destruction; the one who sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life. Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.


In other words, what you give to others will affect how they give to you; the amount of love, patience, and kindness that you show to others will affect the amount that they show to you. This principle of giving and receiving applies to many areas of life. For example, if you invest an hour a day into exercising, then you will reap the benefits of that investment—a strong, healthy body. However, if you invest that same time into flipping channels on T.V., then you will reap the benefits of that investment—a wasted hour.


Paul isn't just talking about money or time; in fact, he is focusing on giving into the lives of others. In the very next verse, Galatians 6:10, Paul instructs believers: Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers. If you "do good" to others by giving into their lives, then you will benefit.


So, if you don't feel like you're getting the love you should get, then maybe you should ask yourself if you're giving the love you should give. Why? Because you reap what you sow. If you give love, you'll receive love. If you give friendship, you'll receive friendship. If you give mercy, you'll receive mercy. (It is important to note that you may not always receive from the same place you give.)


Therefore, decide to give freely to others, actively look for ways to be a blessing to other people, and deliberately go out of your way to walk in love. Then, watch as the benefits of that giving affect your life. Remember, your level of living depends on your level of giving.

~Christ notes weekly wisdom

i wud be lying on a tree by now

what i would really like to do now is to drop all the work i'm doing, leave everything behind, 
fly to somewhere far away and start walking. 

oh. i need my bible too. 

that's gonna keep me safe and going.

before i leave,

m definitely turning my phone off, pat the sand off my butt and say...adios amigos, goodbye world! 我要流浪去了!

how nice if people can just leave like that.

sigh.