hold an empty glass and pray

believe that God, somehow...will provide

bliss

if alllll the raindrops are lemon drops and gum drops~ oh what a rain that would be~

standing outside with my mouth open wide~ eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh
if all the raindrops are lemon drops and gum drops~ oh what a rain that would be~

what's greater than an evening hike in the rain with a good buddy~

beyond my fair lady

For attractive lips,
speak words of kindness.

For beautiful eyes,
seek out the good in people.

For poise,
walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.

~Audrey Hepburn

its that orange tree

its now i need all the lullaby

lesson 3 crack the egg and bear the smell

there's actually no one to be blamed when i willingly choose to be the fool

if i'm a XY

i would cut all my hair till bald and brush my hands on it. brushing it back and forth, feeling it poking me. wear real big T shirts with really cool hoodies. Get a white canvas cap, and a few colourful sneakers. having earphones with music playing 24/7, listening to rap and write lyrics instead of poems. learn to sketch robots and all kinds of transformers.

i would go to every field and play football with strangers. kick as rough as i like, calling everyone my brother. laugh over a nosebleed and brag on everything. exchanging jerseys after the game and getting all muddy under the rain. making friends over games, having drink after drink. shoving punches and wrestle. showing off bruises and muscle. leaving stain on white shirts, dripping blood and not tears. stay up late to watch football, and cheer along when someone scores. Celebrating with great buddies and best pals, along with a jug of cold beer.

i would go hiking in any day. need not care whether or not if the sun is out, with sisters with brothers with friends or without. i'll go for it like a real boy scout. Exploring through hills, reaching to peaks, cutting through forest, and crossing through streams. Bathing in river, peeing by the trees, camping out in the jungle, eating rat's meat. lie flat on wet grass, listen to cricket's lullaby. using rock as pillow, my blanket is the sky. swing myself in a hammock, with good books in hand. drinking coconut water, getting myself tanned.

i would buy the latest games, getting myself addicted to it. spending every penny on things that i do not need. indulge in it night and day, need not eat or sleep. completing level by level, without having to shower. playing guitar hero and buying big toy guns. shooting all the aliens, and zombies i will hunt. Bring in games that are violent, as gory as can be. savvy in computer gadgets, assemble them for fun.

i would change shirt in public, get all muddy in white. climb tall trees climb high walls and have no fear of heights. Wrestle with dogs, ride on real horse. race with the wind and hang on trees upside down. get chased by a real bull and milk a real cow.

i would jump when i want to, and run as i please. sit with legs open wide and grow up to 7 feet. take in 3 cheeseburgers and order 5 packs of fries. Finish a large cup of coke and burp out loud without surprise.

take the bus alone, train or even flight. Cycle places to places and ride a real big bike. Take up skateboarding and learn a few cool tricks. walk in the dark alone, without pepper spray. go photo shooting anywhere whenever i want to, care not whether if its late at night, or midnight half past two.

i would jog to the destination if the bus is running late. climb all the way up 12 floors to class, just so i need not wait. go through stairs and dark alley, without being afraid. hitchhike on people's car, and work in any state. be friendly to every other, even when they don't look kind. bravely walk pass truck drivers and guys with creepy eyes.

budden again... i'm not....

is the little that shines

God made our world from a great shining star and filled it with marvelous things
like shadows and rainbows and dimples and bees and dreams that come true of wishes
but He needed something special and dear to make all He'd created worthwhile
to sing songs, pick flowers, be dainty, be sweet, to dance and sing and giggle and wink
So God made the world Little Girls whom forever He will cherish and love
For of all His creatures in Heaven and Earth He sees in a Little Girl's eyes
the wonder and glory of paradise

~ Why God loves little girls~

you know you're still a kid.....

when things all become so easy and sweet,
complicated things no longer as complicated as they seem;
and life becomes all exciting and fun,
you don't worry bout tomorrow you just let it come;
sorry is a word you say it easily,
you don't keep grudges you just forgive,
you learn to be contented, you're easily pleased,
you have fun with everything and eager to learn it;
its comfortable to be around, need not pretend nor hide,
you don't use your brain, you just use your heart;
you don't get tired of it, and you're won't be afraid,
just like being with trees, surrounding by it.