Sunday, August 30, 2009

加油加油加油!!

3 done...

17 more to go... ><

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

36 hours left....

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

dear pencil,

please listen to me.....

dear hand,

please allow me to control you.....

dear mind,

please focus and be patient......

dear melissa,

please continue sketching...........><

加油!!! 加油!!!!! 加油!!!!!! 加油!!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh



ice cream

I want ice cream
I miss ice cream
I'm craving for ice cream
I'm in need of ice cream

Can I have ice cream?

Tomorrow is the 31st, ~~
mmm~~~ ice cream~~~~

This reminds me of the song from Barney..

"I scream, you scream, we all scream for Ice cream...
Ice~~ Ice~~ Ice~~~~"

ice cream~~~~~~ ** dreamy eyes***@_@

Thursday, August 27, 2009

----certified-----




I AM NOW INSANE~~~~~~



Untuk adik kesayangan aku~~

Kepada adikku yang kini berada di bilik tepi aku, Saudara JAAA~~SOOON,

Selamat tua satu tahun....
Kini "beliau" dah sampai ke umur satu lapan.
Sudah sangat besar...
Badan lagi besar besar....
Tapi otak juga telah besar sikit sikit la.

Dia suka baca aku tulis bahasa melayu,
oleh itu aku sedang berusaha mengguna pengetahuan aku dalam bahasa ini sebanyak mungkin. Walaupun paling banyak pun sikit saje...><

Dia kini sudah ada darling,
so sudah jadi sangat MAN...
so aku jadi lagi adik daripada adik...faham tak?

Kelas sudah mau mula, aku perlu pergi belajar.
Akhir kata, semoga segala sihat dan gembira untuk adik aku....Happpie BirrrthdAAy ya!! ^^
Jumpa lagi.....

Yang ikhlas,
Kakak u yang paling tinggi itu

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

TIll the alarm rings....

There are so much to do~~~ so much to do~~~

but I'm sooooo sleepy right now....
My room is in a mess, my table is overloaded with stuff...It has been a long long long time since I last tidy up all these stuff....I had bags and bags of materials.....and a whole looooooooong to do list to clear..............

Things yet to complete since even before college started....

1. all the half done crocheting and knitting...( due date shall be hold back till further notice...^^)
3. the doll for jy ( have to be done before she leaves for UK again...I don't even know if she still wants it..)
4. allllllll the booooks that have yet to be read ( how many are there again....><..oh my oh my~~)
5. half done painting ( poor eagle who has yet to get its wings )
6. half done sketches ( still are unidentifyable objects....)
7. my oh oh oh no dentist appointment >< ( I was supposed to meet her like in March?? yikes~~)
8. college assignments ( and this pile is growing rapidly....)

and the list goes on and on and on~~ oh my oh my~~
still I'm procrastinating~~ shucks...this is bad...real bad~~

How long since I last walked Dookoo??? poor poor Dookoo....><

No more no more procrastinating!! There are tons of work to be done!!

But before that....I shall just enjoy my sleep for tonight before starting to work my a*s off when the alarm rings....><

Today has been a long day in college....I'm exhausted....
Till then, nite.........

Signing off with pillow and pyjamas...> o <


A dedication to a friend

Dear friend,

The past might be sorrow and dark,
the past might be depressing,
yet lift your head high now that you've survived through it.

People might have deceived you,
people might have teased you,
yet thank them for the change that they made you pulled through.

You had experienced the sorrow,
you had experience the worst,
now what's left ahead of you is a whole new bright route.

Think not about the sad memories that happened,
Think not about the sorrow that have past,
Always remember that its different now, your friendship will now last....




By a friend who will be there throughout your bad hiccups..^^

Sunday, August 23, 2009

oh~~ I'm in love~~~

I'm in love~~~~ in love with all the wonderful, beautiful, magnificent cathedral....


National Cathedral Sanctuary...can you feel it?? can you feel it??

details on the Milan Cathedral....**totally amazed

ahh~~ the Manchester Cathedral~~ Look at it..look at it~~~**in awe**

the Cologne Cathedral in Germany....I'm so gonna visit it one day~~~

Fortaleza Cathedral in Brazil....built by French Architect, George Mounier

erm...I don't know which is this....><>

Canterbury Cathedral

Wells Cathedral

Wakefield Cathedral

Last but not least, the still under construction Sagrada Familia~~~
I wonder if I'll have the honour to participate in its construction><>

There are so so so many incredible buildings out there....ahh~~~ I"m inspired....Can't really express my feeling right now...just felt....ahh~~~~~ Can you understand me?? I'm gonna study all bout them...I'm gonna learn bout them...these architects and their magnificent works....ahh~~~~I'm in love~~


Oh right, by the way......Happy 100th post!! Thanks for everyone who once visited this blog and kind enough to leave their comments...all support are much much appreciated...^^

Thank You

谢谢
Terima Kasih
どうもありがとうございます
감사합니다
நன்றி
Gracias
Merci
Danke schön


Saturday, August 22, 2009

more crap

Come on?? MORe crap???

Am I the only one taking this as a big deal?
Well forgive me if I'm taking this personally...
I'm not enjoying this anymore than any of you do..
so, please.... cut the crap....



Words of inspiration

Judging Others
" Do not judge, or you too will be judged.
For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged,
and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.

An Eye for an Eye
You have hear that it was said, 'Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.'
But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person.
If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also.
And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well.
If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles.
Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.

Love for Enemies...
"Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? And if you greet only your brothers, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.

Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse.
Rejoice with those who rejoice;
mourn with those who mourn.
Live in harmony with one another.
Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people of low position.
Do not be conceited.

Do not repay anyone evil for evil.
Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everybody.
If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone.
Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written:
" It is mine to avenge; I will repay," says the Lord.

On the contrary:
" If your enemy is hungry, feed him;
if he is thirsty, give him something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head."

Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.

Thank you God.
In mind I shall remember.

Friday, August 21, 2009

aint white white?

Aint white supposed to be white?
Aint black supposed to be black?
For if all true colours are hidden by plain white?
What more can this world turned into?

Simple lines no longer that simple,
Its kinda terrifying just thinking of it.
Bended truths and breaking lines,
what's the use of explanation if there's no one to believe.

For God knows who's right and who's wrong,
For Him I live for, for Him I clear my records.

Believe me if you want to,
If you choose not to, I can't force you,
nothing more can I say nor can I explain,
I really did meant everything I said.



Thursday, August 20, 2009

Positive pressure

Today, we had our first day of actual lesson. Since the August intake has joined in, lecturers can finally start with the serious stuff. Hence, in comes all the core subjects. Attended visual communication and technical drawing lesson. During then, we were given sort of a picture on not only how this semester will be and what expectations should we have...we were also slightly briefed on our long route to the Ar. title...which minimum would take bout 10 years?

Despite this was the N times I came to know about the long long long path, the hard work required to achieve the Ar. title, and how big is the responsibility of a registered architect, yet, the pressure and the fear still exist. And it wasn't like... little bit bit leh...It was quite strong.. I actually felt difficult to breathe....Moreover, passing every semester with 3.0 in order to maintain the scholarship isn't that easy since its no longer the kind where you can score if you study hard....Now, it all depends on your design and of course a mountain high of hard work too...and IF the lecturer says it sucks, there's no more left to be said...><

Nevertheless, these are the positive pressure that will motivate me. Good things doesn't come easy and of course, dreams were never easy too... So, despite all these pressure that seem oh so terrifying, I will be ready....*hopefully*.....no wait, self confidence is required too...
so, I'm READY!!!

No more just doing, now, its all "perfect-ing"....Say me troublesome, say me fussy, this is my dream, I'm not gonna fool with it.

After all said above, ironically I still have time to post this post >< , say no more...20 sketches to be done in a week... Till then....加油加油加油!!!



Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Just feel like thanking God...




Cast your cares on the Lord,

and He will sustain you,
He will never let the righteous fall.

Psalm 55:22


For I am the Lord, your God,
Who takes hold of your right hand
and says to you.
Do not fear;
I will help you.

Isaiah 41:13


Therefore I tell you, do not worry
about your life, what you will eat or drink;
or about your body, what you will wear.
Is not life more important than food,
and the body more important than clothes?

Matthew 6:25


Cast all your anxiety on him
because He cares for you.

1 Peter 5:7


Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened,
and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you
and learn from me, for I am gentle
and humble in heart,
and you will find rest for your souls.

Matthew 11:28-29


Do not be anxious about anything but in everything,
by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving,
present your requests to God.
And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding,
will guard your hearts and your mind in Christ Jesus.

Philippians 4:6-7


Tuesday, August 18, 2009

2 in a row?? freaky tuesday....

no class today... and so...as usual have to go office loo....seldom will I go out to buy lunch, but today...I went instead....

Mana tau.....as i walked walked...see see...y so many ppl gathering there one, looked over to see carefully....wa~~~ a Mercedes drove past a longkang...hanging ther after banging the car which parked at the side..... okla..wa~~ a few times d......nothing much to see la...just wasted a few cars loo....

then, right before I type this post....I was on the phone when I heard "ahhhhhhhhh...." follow by
"hiiiiikkkkkkkkkk" the break sound...and then "bang" ...

wow....and I saw the myvi which came out of nowhere...bang towards the grill beside.... then pieces of don't know bumper or what were scattered all over the road...while another waja ended with one tyre in the longkang...hanging there....

wa~~~ scary sia... one day two accident at this same street.....spooky leh.....somemore both oso end up in longkang that kind....

Maybe its a good thing that Atoz ( the car I normally drive) kena H1n1, currently undergoing surgery...if not oh....I see see....also don't dare to drive to ss2 ah...>< God bless every corner of this road... Thank God no one was really hurt.....

Monday, August 17, 2009

what more can I say?

What more can I say??

All the actions made my thinking blunt.....

There's just no one to be blamed......

Sunday, August 16, 2009

爱死你们了~~~


昨天刚从云顶回来,这次是跟college 的朋友去......才离昨天不到一天,已经开始想念他们了 >< 之前都已经好爱他们了,这次trip 以后,哎呀呀....更爱他们咯 *害羞* 虽然这趟旅行没有拍到很多照片....遗憾啊...不过,CNN 应该有拍很多吧...^^ 可以向她拿...(shin wey, 先谢你咯^^) 这次旅行后,我们要正式分开咯......T_T 之前多么期待的旅行, 没想到这么快就过了....


我超爱的朋友们啊, 希望分班后你们不会忘记我这个朋友啦....记得要常常找我喝茶哦~~^^


我要在此......深深地,
感谢你们在我这段人生中留下了你们的脚印...

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

ABCDEFGHIJKLMOPQRSTUVWXYZ

Another 4 days till the new semester starts,
But I'm so not done with my assignments yet.
Coz I really have no idea on how to...
Design the pendant light that I'm supposed to do,
Every material out there I try to collect,
For which part of the lamp, I still haven't figure out yet.
Gone to the bookstores, gone to ikea to do survey,
Home with the stuff and pictures but have no idea on how to start.
Is it supposed to be round, is it suppose to be pointed?
Jig saw pieces shape or zig zag cross cut?
Keeping it simple or extra complicated?
Leaving out the canvas lamps, there are still so many choices...
Make up my mind, i have to make up my mind,
Now and no more delay, for time is moving fast..
Oh no~~ oh no~~~
Please help me take control,
Queue up all the pictures on different varieties of pendant lights that I've collected
Run through the theme in mind and pick out one as soon as possible,
Stick with that one, and really start building one.
The lecturer told us to design a pendant light to express ourselves,
Up to us to decide on all the other stuff,
Very very free,
With no other rules to follow,
Xcept the size of the pendant light,
Yala yala, I know i'm talking too much, I'm dragging too long, Its time to....
Zip it...i better start.......><

Sunday, August 9, 2009

It's finally over...

Our very first sem, its finally over...gone are the exams, and also the long awaited carnival....
One word to wrap everything up, EXHAUSTED.....

Though tired, it was overall great~~~ "kastam-ed" lotsa stuff...wakaka...><


here are the booths....


1stly, the T-shirt designing booth




the tree of fortune booth ( lucky draw)the handmade jewelry booth

the henna booth
the stone art and phone accessory booth

the "puzzle buzzle, beat the time" booth
the face painting booth


the photo shop booth

my station...the post it note booth...
next stop...went to compete mx in this dunno call wat game..anyway...it was fun..n I won!! lol

supportive friends ...supporting my booth..lol ( actually they were forced by me...><..wahaha)



another two supporters...




next up, my dance partner...Fida....(freaky freaky freakin hot)



and the fun yet annoying clown...


we were all exhausted at the end of the day....

okie dook, time for some random pics...
random pic #1 sweet?? *shivers* ><>random pic #2 fierce!!! (garh...y m i smiling?!!!)

...i'm tired....let's wrap~~


there were many more random pics but still with shin wey....hopefully can get it all from her soon ^^ Till then....ciaoz

thanking everyone who came to support! ARIGATO~~~
Sheryl Jie, mum, kim ee and also my church members..
thank Mei Xian n Angelo..thank Ee Ping n Zhii Yee
thanks to Ey, n her gang for coming too...although no pics....><

Thursday, August 6, 2009

boring~~~

6 busy weeks in college makes one day of holiday extremely boring............

-_-''' I am anticipating the one week of holiday NOT.....anyone, any plans other than penang??

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

公共交通工具一日游

好累好累哦,Ms Chou 曾经说过,得空时,可以尝试下从lrt的第一站搭到最后一站, 然后再搭回来。 感受一下这种感觉。。。今天, 我们差不多可以说是经验过这种感觉了啦..-_-''' 虽然不太一样,但是搭车都搭得快要累死了><


让我告诉你我今天的行程吧~~~交通工具包括 :

1. 爸爸的车 x 0.5
2. Putra LRT x 3
3. STAR LRT x 2
4. KTM
5. 公共巴士
6. 十一号巴士 ( 双脚) x 10000000000000000000000000

7.45am, 约了suSu 和 CNN 在Kelana Jaya 的 lrt station, 说好一起上车,谁知,因沟通上出了问题,比我们迟的suSu 蓝牙收不到我们的讯息, 以为我们上了lrt, 所以他也冒着被门夹的生命危险,冲进lrt, 上了才发现,我和CNN 还在外面傻傻的等他。

这还不要紧啦~~我们可以在Paramount station meet 回, 因为都是要在那里等Mei Li 和 Carmen 他们来meet我们的。 可是leh, 约好了8am meet 的,我们的 "好朋友",阿dan...又迟到咯 ...haiz... 所以,我们大约 8.40am才搭lrt 去masjid jamek....

到了masjid jamek...需要过马路去转搭 STAR lrt 嘛, 然后哦,我的脑也不知道做什么, 傻傻了,听到 chun 说她很怕跌倒,我就立刻跌给她看...wa...还好我没跌得很难看,只是好像坐 slide 这样,滑下楼梯...满好玩的leh~~哈哈哈...真是有够丢脸...><

搭STAR 时,以为很幸运咯,因为一上完楼梯就有火车来了,我们当然立刻冲进去啦~~ 我还在那里暗爽~~ 过后问人才发现, 上错车了...真是swt到不能再swt...还好那路还没分叉, 还有机会下车换路...

然后哦,我们到达Bukit Jalil, 还需要走一段路去Stadium Putra...跟你讲,我们搭车搭到那么远,去到那里只是听那人说大约45分钟的briefing, 就可以走了... -_-....还有点zzzzz

Briefing 完了后,才11am,那么辛苦搭到来这里,当然我们不会那么容易就散band啦~~ 所以我们决定去mid valley, 可是leh, 我们blur blur, 买了去bandaraya 的票,打算从那里转ktm 去mid valley, 然后哦,买了票才知道, 原来可以直接从隔两站的 Tasik Selatan 转ktm. 那样会近很多...所以,我们最后决定选择在 Tasik Selatan 下车...各自浪费了RM1.20. zzzz

到mid valley时, 大家都很饿了,决定去zanmai, 可是,由于我们共有十人,很难等位子,最后等了大约半小时...对了, 一整天都是在等等等!!!!!!! 简直是在考验我的耐心...今天应该 level up 了一级吧...哈哈..

还没完leh...要回家时才是真正头痛的..因为刚好又是放工时间...我们想到ktm都怕了,坐在jusco外面左想右想...最后,就他们全部挤进Jess的车回college, 剩下我,suSu 和 CNN 搭巴士咯 ...

可是哦,我们又不会搭哦, 问了人又不肯定,最后,有位有心人士教我们搭那刚好到了的巴士去University的 lrt station, 然后再从那里转lrt去Kelana station....谢谢你哦... 好人!! ^^

到了Kelana station, Shin Wey 先离开,剩我和快要饿死的suSu, 买了食物后,慢慢走回家....
可能是今天走太多路了,觉得 今天的 lrt station 离家特别远...还好是两个人走,一个人的话,应该会走到一半,在路边睡着吧~~ ><

以为到家就终于可以休息了,谁知,椅子都还没坐暖, 电话就来了,是妈妈叫我去lrt station 载弟弟。 哇~~~~真是要我的命啊!!! 我才刚从那里走回来的说~~haiz....没办法,难道要弟弟和我一样走回来吗...最后也还不是去载~~ zzzz

你看我有多累??? 光读都累了, 更何况打出来和经历这过程... zzzzz

所以,我现在是,脚无力, 手无力, 整身无力, 还在这里傻傻的用华语打blog, 我想想哦,我可能是个自虐 狂leh... 好了啦,不多说了,我要倒了...明天还好没课...可以睡到星期五早上...哇哈哈...
晚安咯大家~~ 本人明日将处于熟睡当中,若有任何事情,尽管在我的blog留言吧... 我睡醒后会来回你的啦~~ zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz




Tuesday, August 4, 2009

I'm ready for all

Its time to leave, its time to go
the world is so much bigger, there's much more to know
farewell, let it pass, farewell, let it soar,
its no longer in my hands, I've lost control..


How shallow, I had been, oh how so shallow
Its a big world outside, now, I truly know
Giving it more chances, opening up the minds
I'll give it more tries, I just have to grab hold.


Maybe in time I'll be back, maybe in time I'll regret,
but without trying, I will never ever know,
So hold me no more, let me cross the wall,
its a whole new game now, one where I forbid myself to fall.


Break the sticks, slam the doors,
bend the trees while cleaning the halls,
a new breath of life, a new set of dolls,
bring in the stories, I'm ready for all.