simple math

itchy nose itchy nose!!

Let's do some simple math,

if it takes 3 hours to tidy up 5 drawers,

how long will it takes to tidy up an entire room?

dressing table-m
files-n
art box-p
wardrobe-x
study table-y
book shelf-z
drawers-a

if 5a=180 minutes
m+5(n+p) + 2x *2y+3z =?

calculating......*sweat sweat sweat*


still calculating........* banging hard on poor calculator while screaming...Mei xian!!! I need your brain.....*


*literally pulling hair roots out....no...maybe I need Einstein*



*stoning infront of the clock.....I guess I'm wrong.....I need God..*


ah well~~ let's just sing the song and start tidying up...

tidy up my room~~~~ tidy up my room~~~

tidy tidy~~

let's dance....

Its Futsal AGaiN!!!!!! wee~~~

weee~~~~~

So long so long since I played futsal with these juniors. It was so much fun!!

In the beginning, when hamagong msged me bout it, I was so upset because I thought I couldn't make it since I sprained my toes a couple of weeks ago. And the poor toe still hurts whenever I walk. yes...even after all the bandages n stuff. sigh.

Then this morning, I woke up and I felt sooo 不甘心. After planning so so long, then there's finally a game and I can't go???!!! NO00oo~~~~ I've just got to be there and feel the game again!!! So, who cares bout the pain, play also pain, don't play also pain. Hence, I just ignore my toe and played for 2 hours. Super syok. But of course, it'll be much much more fun without this injury. yikes... hopefully my dad is not reading this...hehe

About the game, it was just like old time....so much fun!! This time, instead of playing in megah, we changed to the one in seapark. Sportsbarn. cheaper I guessed. As usual, I was the only female there, since all the others are studying abroad, but it was just as fun!!! baru walk into the court then kena head shot. haha. Glad to know that everyone is still the same fun insane pmo gang. ^^

weee~~~

now my toe hurts.... ouch....

ph7

swim swim swim~~~ swimming~~~

swim swim swim~~~ swimming~~~

in ph7 pool....

feeling the breeze, getting the peace...

So out of this

See no evil

Hear no evil

Speak of no evil

I'm so out of these.....I'm not going back in.

Give me more assignments please.....
more choir practice please........

Come what may....Jesus is here for me.

Thank you Jesus.

Though things have not been as expected, yet You showed me that You're always here.

You taught me to live through all kinds of trouble, to adapt and to accept the impossible.

To learn that despite all insanity of this world, Your rainbow will still appear.

To learn that, there is no trouble too big for You to handle.

To learn that, there is no problem too difficult for You to solve.

Now I know, how creative the devil can be, how cunning is he....

All the unexpected way he came up with, just to tempt you to fall into his trap,

yet, God, You're always here, always here to protect.

Give thanks to the Lord for showing me the way,

Give thanks to the Lord for guiding me today,

I'll leave everything into Your hands Lord,

For I know that You'll always be there for me.

Come what may, I'm not afraid. For I have my Father in heaven to protect me.

Stay focus, stay calm. Not to be influenced by the things of this world, but to live in God's way, according to His plan for me.

简单一点点...

让外表简单一点，内涵就会更丰富一点。
让需求简单一点，心灵就会更丰富一点。
让流程简单一点， 质感就会更丰富一点。
让言语简单一点， 沟通就会更丰富一点。
让学习简单一点， 知识就会更丰富一点。
让私心简单一点， 友情就会更丰富一点。
让挫折简单一点， 经验就会更丰富一点。
让情绪简单一点， 人生就会更丰富一点。
让效率简单一点， 成果就会更丰富一点。
让行销简单一点， 业绩就会更丰富一点。
让环境简单一点， 空间就会更丰富一点。
让爱情简单一点， 幸福就会更丰富一点。




因为如此，我选择不去知道。
因为如此，我选择去相信。


但原来相信，就不过是如此。

My Secret Recipe

I never expected this to be soooo much fun~~~~

hehehee....I can't stop smiling when I'm doing this...A bit insane...yikes~~

Mixing the ingredients, stir and stir....add in more water as you put in more paper...
Papers filled with "incidents".....Burning them will cause air pollution. Big no nO..... So, I chose water instead of fire..^^

this is so much fun~~*evil grin*~ wee~~~
in goes the grapes, in goes the rambutan, in goes the leaves and everything else~~~



hush hush..~~~shh~~~
Go with the wind....though funny and memorable..things that have to go, shouldn't remain...

hey...wait~~ maybe I can make a book out of these soaking wet papers....a whole new book made of recycled papers that were once filled with words....^^ not a bad idea....okie...big project big project!!!


I shall get back to stirring my pot of "secret" recipe...ciao...

wee~~~~~~


author's note to people who understands this secret recipe: shh.................><

kick-start ur lazy morning~~

What is the best way to kick-start a lazy morning??

Flip to AXN and watch a great movie......

This morning, I wonder if it had been awhile since I stay home in the morning or the movie was really that good.....I enjoyed the movie to the max..^^

Maybe its an old movie, but who cares...as long as its good. I felt that it was climax till the max...haha...for me la~~

oh right, almost forget to mention the title of the movie...its "Air Force One".
Really nice...its about how the president plane was being hijacked, and how he bravely saved everyone....Seriously nice...The president in the movie was truly The Man... ^^ gaya sia~~

I'm in the mood for a movie marathon~~~

teehee =^_^=

wee~~ As I mentioned earlier, today for art of speaking, we're supposed to sing solo...

And so, I was the first one to sing.. Not exactly actually, since Ms. Azlina demonstrated before me..anyway, I was really nervous when I went up front but I just thought, argh...wth, just hentam la..so...I sang with a shaky voice as my cheek vibrated vigorously due to the nervousness in me...gah gah...don't know what to say bout that, but just..I did it!! I sang infront of everybody.....and it wasn't really that bad...Due to limited time, not everyone went up front to sing, but I'm glad I did. At least now, I have conquered my fear.....not that I sang melodiously, but..I sang!!!! wee~~~

Then later, we were paired up and given 5 mins to prepare a speech on Recycling. Each group was given a different age group, my group chose the kids....audiences at the age of five...

So, I spoke silly words, acted silly things and not to forget, got my partner Bear into doing it too.....While the full mark is 8, the lecturer actually gave us 8+++..... double wee~~~~
Maybe because this task is to talk to kids...Talking to kids is still alright for me....... If I have to speak formally to adults or teenagers....garh.....freaky...

Anyway, I'm very much enjoying learning new stuff and I'm even more motivated now... I'm eager to overcome any challenges that are set out there for me....^^ Bring it on!!

Author's note: I thought staying positive is as easy for everyone as it is for me..... but only now that I realized, it isn't that easy for many others... Hopefully they'll be able to set their priorities right and think positively...smile people!! Its a beautiful world out there....^^

"Things never really are perfect," she said. "But inside you, you, you can always see them perfect, if you try. That makes things beautiful to me."

Somebody Else's Kids by Torey Hayden..

For the sake of posting

Since this new semester started, I have been addicted to blogging. Not that I have that many exciting happenings to blog about, its just that, every single day when I reaches home, I felt so exhausted hence I just go to bed at like what time?? 5pm?? 6pm??? Then in the end of the day, I skipped dinner and woke up in the middle of the night to stare at the ceiling....-_- And so, what to do in the middle of the night when no one is awake to chat with you? its either assignments or go blogging...Hence, this blog has been growing rapidly for the past few weeks....

As for the many bonus holidays that coincidentally all falls on Monday,
I just spent my day doing nothing meaningful like being a couch potato in front of the television, busy clicking on the remote control aimlessly, or just walk into the kitchen, open the fridge, realizing that I had been doing this for the God knows how many times.........and this goes on and on till the sun finally sets. And finally, as if the darkness outside will alert the alarm to awaken my conciousness , it struck me that my assignments are not even half done and the due date is in less than 12 hours. Hence, there goes all the rushing and burning the midnight oil.....

How should I put this? Let's just say, inspiration and motivation seldom come knocking on your door till the very last minute.... 20 sketches? Somehow, the flow just doesn't come when you have days and days to complete it. But when you have THE feeling, it can be done in just 5 hours time. This is just how things work....for me that is.

I don't even know what is this post about since I'm just posting for the sake of posting. Seriously, I'm typing anything my exhausted brain can think of, so don't be surprise if nothing is making sense in this post. There's just this weird satisfaction in typing things out after going through an entire day of brain drainage..I don't even know if this 'brain drainage' term exist...

I think I better stop crapping since its getting dark outside again..alerting me that I have a model to build in 13 hours time and all I have now is a big flat model board. wee~~

By the way, we're asked to sing solo for art of speaking class tomorrow and I have totally no idea on what to sing. I seriously can't imagine myself singing in front of a crowd...ALONE!!
alright...now I feel like puking.....ciao.

I do

Do without thinking,
Do without explaining,
Do without expecting,
Do without worrying,
Do without hesitating,
Do without complaining,
Do without sighing,
Do without blaming,
Do without reserving.
Do without restricting.

Be eager to learn on how to start doing,
Be excited that you're actually doing,
Be patient while trying to keep doing,
Be motivated while redoing,
Be determined while you're about to fail in continue doing,
Be grateful for being able to be doing,
Be generous in every of your doings,
Be kind when you're helping others in their doings,

and lastly,

Be blessed for given a chance to be doing.

Platonic Friendship

Is it really that difficult for people to believe that platonic friendship truly exist?

Why when often a guy is very close to a girl, people tend to start rumour on maybe he's interested in her or she's interested in him?

Isn't there this possibility where maybe both of them really treat each other as friend purely and nothing more than that?

Undeniable that the line between is a thin line, but that doesn't mean it doesn't exist. I myself have a few platonic guy friends and I don't find it troubling me, that is excluding all the rumours and stuff. Push away all the rumours, we're just as normal as I am with my girl-friends, as he is to his guys friends.

Despite how difficult is it to see the line, I still would say that people who often think that pure friendship between a male and a female doesn't exist as shallow thoughts.

To debate, you may say, there were lots of cases where best friends actually became lovers and soul mate in the end of everything. So? This still doesn't mean that platonic friendship doesn't exist!!!!

Sometimes, its really annoying to have people talking behind your back when all you did was just being close to a guy friend, just like how you are close to your girl-friend. For goodness sake, we're just friends!!!

Put aside the gender, we're all humans.... Even the bible tells us to love our neighbour like how we love our sisters and brothers. So, showing care doesn't always have to have a purpose behind. There are people out there who actually care because they had once experienced it and hope that others would know the way to live through it. Is that a wrong thing to do?

Above are plainly my opinion, I'm sorry if I've offended anyone who disagree with this, but I've clearly state my stand. For me, platonic friendship between a male and a female EXIST.

Expect nothing in return

Very often when things don't happen as expected, people tend to get upset over it. Seldom will they be thankful of what they had gone through throughout the entire process...
In fact, most of the time, the thing that really matter isn't the result of a certain incident, but the entire journey that had led that person to that particular result. The treasures are actually the lessons learned and the knowledge gained from the journey.

So, say I was expecting and hoping for something to happen...
Of course, when it really happens, I'll be thrill..
But if it doesn't happen as expected...I'm so gonna be upset about it. bummer

But if, say..I don't allow myself to expect a certain incident to happen right from the very beginning,
then, when it really happens, I'll still be thrill...in fact, I'll be even more glad because I wasn't even expecting it...Sort of an extra bonus.
And if it doesn't happen, I wouldn't have any lost because I wasn't expecting it to happen..Hence I will not be upset..The result of it not happening wouldn't surprise me..

So.....with all calculation done in this kiasu society...
Its obvious on which route to take....Expecting isn't always good..

In conclusion,
I shall always enjoy the process without expecting anything in return. ^^

author's note: sorry for the confusing post. Its just that, I got to "walk" the crap in my head once in a while...Don't worry, this happens only once in a blue moon.