a time for everything

and He says, 

There is a time for everything,

and a season for every activity under heaven;

a time to be born and a time to die,

a time to plant and a time to uproot,

a time to kill and a time to heal,

a time to tear down and a time to build,

a time to weep and a time to laugh,

a time to mourn and a time to dance,

a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,

a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

a time to search and a time to give up,

a time to keep and a time to throw away,

a time to tear and a time to mend,

a time to be silent and a time to speak,

a time to love and a time to hate,

a time for war and a time for peace.

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end. I know that there is nothing better for men than to be happy and do good while they live. That everyone may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all his toil--- this  is the gift of God. I know that everything God does will endure forever; nothing can be added to it and nothing taken from it, God does it so that men will revere him. 

Whatever is has already been, 

and what will be has been before;

and God will call the past to account. 

i thought in my heart.

Ecclesiates 3:1-17

its fate, we'll have faith.

so fast so fast, christmas has passed... another 364 days to christmas~~  aiyoyo

they say there's 12 days of christmas, how come we only celebrate one day? 

before this, after a long day of work, walking down to the mall and being welcomed by the christmas songs felt soo warm and comforting~ but soon, soon....i'll be greeted by happening chinese new year songs.... noooo.... all the chak dong qiang~ >.< wo bu yao~~

its not that i don't like chinese new year, just that, after a long n tiring day, loud and happening singing voices aint something u desire...

anyway, christmas was :) this year. and the lasagna turned out fine :D i was so worried that my family wouldn't come to church this christmas but thank God thank God they all came!and they stayed longer than usual :) except for jason tho who are now far far away having a white christmas. i can't wait for the sundays when we wake up altogether to attend church like how we used to when i was a kid. its kinda ironic really, how our roles have been switched. i used to be the one pretending to be sick and sleeping to skip church.... hmm. oh wells~ we just gotta keep praying :)  szee ying's grandma has not only allowed her to church, but has also begin to trust me more. so u see, God is good! and i have faith, one day~ we'll all happily go to church every sunday as a family. Amen! :D

christmas is a time~~ to love < 3 

weee~

and i'm officially, happily broke. heee

mess we've made

hurray hurrah and all ways to say yiiihaa~
friday has finally arrived to be nice :)

i realized, i felt depressed workin only when i'm not given any task to complete.
whenever i'm occupied, i actually like the time better. so, this week has been kind till friday,thank God! and the beginning of last night marks d start of a festive season :D  am grateful to have got the monday leave! poor pei rong got her leave all postponed.

its always always nice to gather with the crazie girlfriends, packed in a tuna fish can, and just spend d night laughin till the wheezing come knocking. it feels like back in highschool again. d only difference is nw we all have cars n probably grew a few inches taller (me).

today is a saturday! and i'm already feeling like i've earned a day from not sleeping last night. a few more days for the celebration of christmas! yay!! gonna make lasagna for christmas tis yr and let's hope it'll turn out fine. tada~~~

the last time i baked one was months ago, and i dont really remember what i put into it. o.O but it turned out to be yum and my brother licked the entire tray. so, yea.. fingers crossed!

btw, after getting the internet fixed, youtubing has been easy and i couldnt get enough of the nice originals and short videos. awesooooooome! i foresee a great life ahead! heh. one more for tis post!

once bitten twice shy

news everywhere is saying the world is gonna end,

it will....

someday...

but i think we'll survive this christmas ...

u can't keep doing what u do

has been awhile since last stream music on youtube.. found tis song n love it. Again.

 



only through God alone, will it be when all what seems lost, will be found.

heart pain pain pain pain

:(  this morning, in the office, a very horrible terrible msg came in. :(

"Mel, zai leg got one hole. :( will bring to vet later."

hole???! holeee!! how can a dog's leg possibly have a hole??? how did it happened ?? :(

zai's was limping on monday night but we thought it was normal cause his leg hasn't been good since d last owner sent him to us. although he was limping more unusual than before, we thought tat Sam fought with him over food again. plus he was eating like normal...

then... then.. this morning, reagan checked on him n found d horrible hole.

something worse? reagan said the hole was big enough to fit a marble!! T_T ewwwww :'(

even worse???
the vet says there were lotsa lotsa maggots in it. and a surgery is needed to clean all the maggots.

how can we not know anything at all??? he looked so normal other than that limping leg.
he greeted us when we come home, he ate when we feed. :( i feel so guilty for not bathing him last weekend. i could have notice.

poor zai... my heart is so pain.. poor poor zai. he must hav felt very pain....d maggots eating up his flesh. :(
i'm soooooooo sorrrrrry zai......
how can i not know :'(

dear Lord... please bless zai zai.. :(

if a small wound ends up to this.... how is diki now?? 

dear Lord, please bless diki too 

heal them.  

lets talk

 i finalli understand why working ppl hate sunday nights!! cause its monday tmr and i dont want this day to end so sooooon toooo. :'( 

its tat time of the year when i feel like changing the skin of this blog again.
havent figure out what to draw yet but i'm getting on it. craving for more colours. :D
its actualli looking kinda dull. needa lift the mood a little.

its always a different day

最討厭要下不下的雨 ,可惜未來總是撲朔迷離..
如果摔得越痛才越會飛行,快把我丟向最高的天空裡

不喜歡別人說我幸運, 他們不懂我有多麼努力
雖然衝動永遠比堅持容易,寶貴的東西都需要很費心

碰到的事每一天都不同
有的給我眼淚有的給我笑容

 終於會珍惜花開不怕花落,  走過的曲折就全變成彩虹

遇見的人每一天都不同,  偶爾失去什麼偶爾學到什麼
慢慢能翻越沙丘走出日落,  每一天的我要比昨天遼闊

連我都不相信自己的時候, 只有你一直相信我
此刻我什麼也不想說 因為擁抱能表達得更多

God sees the bigger picture

weeeeeee

im back! :D like finalli!!
hopefully no more internet discruptions from now on :)

so.. it has been two weeks since the internship started and its really draining me.
the said 8 1/2 hours aint exactly 8 1/2 hours of work. i've been staying back on most of the days and its a little stressful. the pros and cons of working in a big company. but i guess there's an advantage when you worked above a mall. Every night when you leave the office, you walk right into the mall and christmas carols are playing, and happie faces of the shoppers, families, and kids are  all around you. sometimes, after working for a long day in a formal set up, all u want to do is to get loose and reward urself with a happie meal with a good friend. and that's definitely an easy thing to do when you and ur bestfriend are both working in the same mall. :)

2 weeks passed, that means 24 weeks to go. x_x hopefully the days will get better and i'll adapt well enough to not feel that its a torture to be facing all the colourful lines and clicking the mouse away talking to a cat. (wat an ironic sentence) seriously, i think i'm gonna have a cat phobia soon. don't meow me. :"(
yet, i'm grateful that i'm learning things. the people in the company are kind and willing to teach. they are actually very humorous as well.

i guess, staying back in msia aint tat bad afterall. at least, after a long day at work, you come home to a supporting family and a comfortable bed; friends to hang out with during the weekend and unlimited tv n internet.

but this aint the other way that i'm taking, its just a detour in my journey, anyhow, i'll still reach the destination sooner or later. though some may not understand, but as long as my family knows it well and God knows my heart desire. He will lead me.

sometimes, its just better to say less.

disconnect

almost a month without internet at home and its no fun. another 2 weeks to go... 2 weeks
anyway... why r we so dependent on internet in d first place? very bad very bad...
still... can't wait.