draw ink

it was 3 quick ugly portrait sketch and then this. this is fun. :) 

sometimes, it doesn't matter.

God made the world with towering trees, 

Majestic mountains and restless seas. 

Then paused and said , "It needs one more thing...

Someone to laugh and dance and sing.

To walk in the wood and gather flowers... 

To commune with nature in quiet hours." 

 So God made little girls 

With laughing eyes and bouncing curls, 

With joyful hearts and infectious smiles, 

Enchanting ways and feminine wiles. 

And when He'd completed the task He'd begun. 

He was pleased and proud of the job He'd done. 

For the world, when seen through little girl's eyes

 Greatly resembled Paradise.

 ~unknown

and that leads to that leads to that leads to that......

oh the joy of serving~~  

and the blocks of blessing that come with it

now i don't feel that stressed :)

jom buat kerja. 

a word.

today i went for a walkathon with my friends. it felt nice to hang out with friends that you don't really have to talk to feel comfortable. friends you no longer give presents to on birthdays because you spent too many birthdays together like more than a hundred   erm.. seventy-three times hence ran out of things to give, and those who always steal your food when you say grace. oh wait. scrap that part. that's another group of friends whom i shall start a post soon. when we go waterfall or something.
actually, the best part is they got use to ur height that they actually forgot how short you really are thus thinks that heels would be the last thing that you ever need.

annie waist, i found a word to describe them (the ones whom i walked with) : spectacles. 

sometimes i became so comfortable with them that i don't even remember bout the weight and the annoying thing that sits between my ears. so i just kept wearing them even when i don't need them. them as in the spectacles. not friend. not that anyone carries their friend on their nose and walk around looking at things like spectacles do.

and you don't have to try to come up with things to do and places to go because its fun even to wander around and do nothing.

they also help you see things clearer. just like what spectacles do. and they don't need any power to do that. how cool is that!

it may seem that i dun have them with me everyday but i need them. honestly, i can't even read the toilet sign from afar without them. and u know how important toilet signs are, u can't get to one without it.

so u see, i like my spectacles very much. 

erm. as for posts with matching titles and girls with matching hats. it never happen in this part of the world. i guess you should have known by now. 

n i was tempted to push the sculpture off it's shelf o.O

went to watch this play on wed without expecting much. and out of the unexpected, it was surprisingly funny yet not light in its content. Kinda cool being able to sit in the first row. its like if i stretch my leg, i can actually trip the actor actresses. not that i did anything like tat though. heh. but i did spot a few wrinkles on one of the actor. Nevertheless, he is a really really good actor.

as for the play, in the beginning, it was really funny. Real humor kind and not the lame ones. I was really enjoying the play till they slowly reveal the true content of the play. it was not any light issue. As critical as it is, racism is no myth nor fiction. It is the reality of our society. and you can't say it has actually ended. but i think the play sort of made everyone think. and i guess that's kinda the point of it.

to be honest, i was kinda amazed by what local play can produce. it was a heavy yet enjoyable night. hmm :) i've always love KLpac. love the architecture. love the park.
i think the play will be showing  till 6th Feb. go grab ur tickets. it's definitely worth it's price.
check it out. PARAH

during the Q & A session

tats y i'm not gonna open now. i shall wait till u walk by :)

wokay! counting down aint tat bad afterall. especially when u're playing silly games with happie people like my happie mama and aunty! ooo. n i saw fireworks :D happie new year people!!!!!! lets have another great year ahead!!! with lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa love!! <3

i dun know what to do, but God knows! :) so i guess its okay~~

oh....i so so so love this christmas :)

i thank God for blessing me so abundantly. and i felt that He was also here to celebrate this Christmas with us ! can u imagine can u imagine?? like He was there when we sang and dance, He was there when we savor His story all over again, He was just sitting there, and guess what! maybe He was sitting beside me :) heh. 

yeap. i think so... i can feel it!!! bcoz the legs can't stop moving. :D

it makes people so happie that the legs of people who hop and jump when they're happie couldn't stop jumping and hopping around. like literally, they just wouldn't stop no matter how hard u try to stop them. they just won't. *shake head shake head*

yea..tell me about it~ people says legs are stubborn creatures who listen to no one but their own feelings. 

i like how He brought my family to church, my dad , my mum, my sister and brother :) coz i love spending christmas with them. n i noe my dogs are singing with us at home.

i like how He reminds me that things may not be in my control, but i need not fear because He is in control. 

i like the comfort He gives where i can surrender the bad things to Him with just a prayer and be all jolly again.

i like how He brought us to little children and uses us to bring them to Him.

i like how He help in suggesting gifts that i can afford with an empty wallet.

i like how they react when they receive d presents, the happie smiles on their faces like they've been blessed. 

i like how everyone smiles so happily wishing others blessed christmas blessed christmas, i like singing Feliz navidad.

i like christmas hugs. i like group hugs that can't fit in my arms. i like taking pictures with people i love lots lots.

i like walking in malls that are so crowded, with my parents infront, aunty beside, sisters in hand, and brother who then joined later. (but not so much on the crowd part unless the crowd are happie crowd, like yesterday crowd :)

i like playing silly games in my sister room, in which the loser would need to attempt in making others laugh. i like trying so hard to not laugh out that it makes my tummy hurt so much.

i like going to bed smiling. i like to sleep smiling.

i like that i don't need to know what to do and what is gonna happen next. :)

i like being able to love people i love and being loved by people who loves me. i like loving God.

when He's around, christmas became oh so nice and warm and happie and special. i like christmas like this. i like it like it like it so much i could fly and hop and jump for the next hundred days. weeeeeeee~

and they say there're 12 days of christmas... oh how blessed more can i be~~ :')

thank you God!!

come do d boogie shake wit me wil ya?

it feels good to wake up early unintentionally :)

sweet serendipity

back in 2007

today, i woke up and never felt as contented as ever. Realizing, life has been great and couldn't ask for more than what God has been blessing me with.

Given so many opportunities to try things i never imagined myself doing leading me busy signing up for everything. n before i know it, i'm actually clearing out my  bucket list one by one. :D

 these are d things tat help in looking over d bad things and tough times bcoz when you managed to survived that period to reach these moments, u wud literally be saying....ahh~~thank God i'm alive to experience this. 
for me, these are d perfect moments.....

if u can, just stay alive for a little longer and give tough things a little more try before actually throwing ur bags away and say goodbye, it will be worth living. 

mom, i think she's a princess

so yay! finally accomplished 30 hours of hunger. i think not eating has the effect of detoxifying ur body.

i didn't really feel much throughout tat 30 hours. not as in i don't feel hungry, i mean, i don't feel excited or sad or touched or satisfied or anything. i actually felt nothing. zilch. nada.

hmm.

u noe how one of the host actually joked bout being hungry actually makes you listen better? though i noe she didn't really meant what she said, but, i sort of, think its somehow not far from being right.

everything become so silent and far away throughout the entire event. its sort of like i wasn't there, and i was just watching it all happening through a tv screen. even when people screamed around me, i was spaced out. i screamed along too, and joined in the mexican wave, still, something doesn't link.

but then, being in this state makes me observe more and speak less. i see many things.

oh well, i'm too tired to try figure it out now. my limps are actually numb and really heavy.

just a day rest and off to my final trip before the sem starts again. God bless tis trip with my oma.

zoning out...

10 million things that glow

ah~~~ life is crunchylicious...

after months and months of sleepless nights, finally, this sem is over!

shoving everything into a box and seal it up, pack our bags and off we go.

it was my first time seeing so many fireflies. it wasn't really how i expected it to be, i thought they would be flying around me, like those in the movies, but then, they were just blinking at the trees, like christmas trees...

camera wasn't allowed but tis resemblance will do.

when there were many, they seem kinda insignificant, in fact, you can't be sure if they were really fireflies or artificial lightings hung behind the trees. but one made it all special.
when the boat trip was about to end, one little firefly, lost perhaps, flew to our boat and landed on my arm. at that moment, it got me. firefly IS special and magical. with it being so near, so little and blinking, i just stare at it, as if trying harder would allow me to understand what it's trying to say.

ili was sitting next to me when all the fireflies blink below the starry sky, and we were both saying how nice it would be if we were here with our special someone. i guess its during moment like this that you wish you have that special someone to share this moment with. hmm.. 
 

as for the adventure part, surprisingly, there isn't much adventure in this trip. however, there were 3 monkeys, who silly-ly ran down to a "not-meant-to-be" beach and headed towards d sea. 

 

perhaps a thousand metres away, they just walk with their bare foot that kept sinking into the muddy surface, getting cuts and wounds from the broken pieces of glass bottles and shells. slippers were already buried deep into the mud. silly enough they were, yet it was one great experience of screaming, sinking, dragging, and laughing altogether :D

two weeks of holiday, one trip done. one more to go ~:) life is definitely worth living.

bite the wire- lah...

so Terang workshop has ended and everyone is back to reality. ya~ya~ya~

surpree-surprisingly, this workshop is better than last year's.. and d juniors are d best!!! :)

their semangatness in cheering n everything made d old biscuits (us) crunchy again! ^^

so it was tiring but it was worth d madness.

few days of "interesting view" of bee hun...o.O psst psst...

and d last two days were the best! wey~ wey gila la wey~

oh so oh so~~ the uni life there looks so interesting... its making me regret on rejecting d utm offer on landscaping.. yaaaaa~~~ tak pe la...i go after diploma...:D

oh so oh sa~~ now need to focus on work d....lotsa lots of them. 

n being sick makes me feel.....sick. :(

*cough cough cough* but still as hyper! :D weeeeeeee.. 

psst psst chike chike smook smook a~~

its almost like having a heart attack!

oh happy day~ happy day!!

i've been to broga twice but this time was a whole different experience.

and i really like it :)

thank God for the perfect weather and the every little thing that happened in this trip. amen 

ships, cars, plane and truck. train of words that can't get stuck.

"and perhaps, somehow, maybe, i think...."

i like tat i'm talking to you again

bliss

if alllll the raindrops are lemon drops and gum drops~ oh what a rain that would be~

standing outside with my mouth open wide~ eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh
if all the raindrops are lemon drops and gum drops~ oh what a rain that would be~

what's greater than an evening hike in the rain with a good buddy~

more than just a roadtrip

i'm back!!!!! yeap, from the Eco Photo Hunt competition held by tourism selangor and pcp.

yesterday, we travel around Selangor, and u can try guessing how much can one do in a day!

We hike up waterfalls, mesmerized by dams, crash into orang asli village, drove pass winding roads and overnight at a total foreigner house.

We lost our ways, broke the laws of traffic, alternately thanking and cursing the gps, and ate non stop throughout the roadtrip.

We didn't looked at all like we were in a competition. We spent more time fooling around with one another than focusing in taking good photos. the only thing stopping us from cam-whoring was the weight and bulkiness of the dslr. lol... maybe that's one of the reason that cause us to crack our heads during the photo selections session, because all the photos taken aren't really "to the question"...... so, obviously, we didn't win. yea.....unfortunately no rm400 to treat anyone meals....

but all in all, despite the moments when we lost the maps for the zillion time and awkward moments in the homestay, we really enjoyed ourselves. and i think, i love my friends a little little more. =) and i also know Selangor a little little little better now...

i foresee us doing this all again, i don't mind going back to the same places... as we didn't really get to spend time at the waterfalls... and those places are really beautiful....please remind me to bring my hammock next time, i still haven't got the chance to use it.



thank God for journey mercies
thank God for the wonderful wonderful weather
thank God for these friends and the unforgettable experience

here are the photos =)











ps: dear eric, don't be so jealous bout this okay??....=) though u miss out a lot....hehe....but don't worry la....its all within an hour drive, so we can go anytime okay?? just make sure the next time, you don't ditch us to go dating.. =P

more than a little little

when i'm more than a little scared,
more than a little nervous,
more than a little anxious...
more than a little excited


for i'm going on a road trip tomorrow!!!! weeeeeeeeeeee~~~ it will be my first time driving so far....

i'm soooo scared but at the same time really excited about it. There will be about 8 pit stops, and i think most of them are gonna be waterfalls.... weeee.....this shall be a stepping stone towards our "amazing race" goal.......hehe..

wooohoo~~ can't wait to get wet already!!!! don't worry Canon, not only i'm bringin Conor, you're joining us as well!! =) told ya i wouldn't abandon you....

dear God, please bless us all with journey mercies and i pray that we'll have great fun tomorrow!!!!! pray that we'll laugh more than we quarrel, and pray that Lord will guide us throughout the way so that we'll not get lost and end up in else where....yikes...

as for assignments...hmm...I"M GONNA FINISH YOU TONIGHT!!!

oh look! what a fine day =)

so, what's up today? it was one great day =)

we went for a study trip to the KL Performing Art Centre (KLPAC) today and weeee~~ it was one fruitful outing!
seriously, i love this place so much...

the architectures were all inspiring, though their main concept was to save cost, it's way of saving cost did not affect the beauty of its architecture. All the raw materials were used with such intelligence that it actually looked nice in a whole....very got the feel ah...hehe

and also, their landscaping....it was one fun ground for us to play around....green grass grows all around and around and the green grass grows all around~~~

i really had a great time there. didn't look at all that we're in malaysia.. =) lovin it!