God sees the bigger picture

weeeeeee

im back! :D like finalli!!
hopefully no more internet discruptions from now on :)

so.. it has been two weeks since the internship started and its really draining me.
the said 8 1/2 hours aint exactly 8 1/2 hours of work. i've been staying back on most of the days and its a little stressful. the pros and cons of working in a big company. but i guess there's an advantage when you worked above a mall. Every night when you leave the office, you walk right into the mall and christmas carols are playing, and happie faces of the shoppers, families, and kids are  all around you. sometimes, after working for a long day in a formal set up, all u want to do is to get loose and reward urself with a happie meal with a good friend. and that's definitely an easy thing to do when you and ur bestfriend are both working in the same mall. :)

2 weeks passed, that means 24 weeks to go. x_x hopefully the days will get better and i'll adapt well enough to not feel that its a torture to be facing all the colourful lines and clicking the mouse away talking to a cat. (wat an ironic sentence) seriously, i think i'm gonna have a cat phobia soon. don't meow me. :"(
yet, i'm grateful that i'm learning things. the people in the company are kind and willing to teach. they are actually very humorous as well.

i guess, staying back in msia aint tat bad afterall. at least, after a long day at work, you come home to a supporting family and a comfortable bed; friends to hang out with during the weekend and unlimited tv n internet.

but this aint the other way that i'm taking, its just a detour in my journey, anyhow, i'll still reach the destination sooner or later. though some may not understand, but as long as my family knows it well and God knows my heart desire. He will lead me.

sometimes, its just better to say less.