Positive pressure

Today, we had our first day of actual lesson. Since the August intake has joined in, lecturers can finally start with the serious stuff. Hence, in comes all the core subjects. Attended visual communication and technical drawing lesson. During then, we were given sort of a picture on not only how this semester will be and what expectations should we have...we were also slightly briefed on our long route to the Ar. title...which minimum would take bout 10 years?

Despite this was the N times I came to know about the long long long path, the hard work required to achieve the Ar. title, and how big is the responsibility of a registered architect, yet, the pressure and the fear still exist. And it wasn't like... little bit bit leh...It was quite strong.. I actually felt difficult to breathe....Moreover, passing every semester with 3.0 in order to maintain the scholarship isn't that easy since its no longer the kind where you can score if you study hard....Now, it all depends on your design and of course a mountain high of hard work too...and IF the lecturer says it sucks, there's no more left to be said...><

Nevertheless, these are the positive pressure that will motivate me. Good things doesn't come easy and of course, dreams were never easy too... So, despite all these pressure that seem oh so terrifying, I will be ready....*hopefully*.....no wait, self confidence is required too...
so, I'm READY!!!

No more just doing, now, its all "perfect-ing"....Say me troublesome, say me fussy, this is my dream, I'm not gonna fool with it.

After all said above, ironically I still have time to post this post >< , say no more...20 sketches to be done in a week... Till then....加油加油加油!!!