a step i'm willing to take

8 years ago, it was much easier. we were much kinder to another.
since don't know when, every answer, there's a hint of anger, making kindness, a little bit harder.
i no longer have any idea, on how to ignore your harsh replies.

i answer with a smile doesn't mean i enjoy your raised voices.
i try to start a new question doesn't mean i'm okay with your previous harsh answers.
i can only pray that God can help you seek, the solution for your true complication within.
to find the patience and kindness you used to have, the gentleness i know that's still somewhere inside.

if you came here to read this, you probably still care.
tho this is nothing like, the forty days dare.
dear God grant wisdom, patience and kindness,
i apologize if its the things i did, or the things i did not.
but i'll never know, unless you let it out.

Juruselamatku

Walau kuharus berjalan
Dalam lembah kekelaman
Perlindungan-Mu Oh Tuhan
Nyatalah bagi hidupku

 Tiada pernah sedetik pun
Tiada pernah Kau tinggalkan
Sungguh mulia dan sempurna
Hanya Kau layak disembah

Yesus Engkau Juru s’lamatku
Dalam janji-Mu kemenanganku
Selamanya ‘kan kunyatakan
Besar setia-Mu Tuhan
Di hidupku

a dream with courage

to the trees to the greens

to the jungle that they live within

with a little hope and a little dream

and something fun in between

comes the baggage of some goodbyes

or maybe a new bag of Heys and HIs

whatever is it that it may be

its probably gonna be a treat

chasing after the experience one had

from the words that say i would like that

hence i'm going to see if its true

but i have a feeling i'll love it too

a couple of weeks a couple of months

a couple of works that got to be done

its finally the time to venture out

to the trees i've dream about

a leather sketch, a color brush

few books in hand, a cameraman

to live to experience to see to explore

let these days be worthwhile, let these days be more :)