Lord I Need You

Lord i come, i confess
bowing here i find my rest
without you, i fall apart
you're the one that guides my heart

Lord i need you, oh i need you
every hour i need you
my one defense my righteousness
oh God i need you

Where sin runs deep
Your grace is more
where grace is found
is where you are
where you are Lord I am free
Holiness is Christ in me

So teach my songs to rise to you
when temptation comes my way
when i cannot stand i'll fall on you
Jesus You're hope and stay

How Good is our Lord?

Again and again, 
He never fail to amaze me 
How good is our Lord? 

 Despite all the mistakes, 
 given and taken away, 
 yet still He is willing to forgive us.
 After all the bad decisions I've made, 
 and just one silent prayer i whispered, 
 He immediately made things happen. 
 you may think He is silent, 
 you may think He didnt care,  
but all He is doing was waiting 

waiting for you to see that He's there. 
Waiting for you to realize His presence, 
 waiting for you to give up the wheel, 
 waiting for you to acknowledge Him 
 and let Him take control. 

 How Good is our Lord? 
 Of the many times i have failed Him, 
 of the many times i ignore His call, 
 He was silent in His waiting, 
 waiting for me to let go of it all.

 He knew i will come back to Him, 
 even before i know i would, 
 He had faith in me knowing, 
 even when I lost faith in Him when i shouldnt. 

 How Good is our Lord? 
 Of the times when i doubted and complained, 
 He stood there listen to my whining, 
 at the times when i cried and in pain, 
He helped me whenever i call. 

 and when I finally did acknowledge His presence, 
 the moment the heart decides to return, 
 He immediately answer my prayer, 
 as much as i didnt deserve. 

 How Good is our Lord? 
 for it is not by our will or by our actions, 
 that we are measured for what we are given,
 It is not by our faith or behaviour,
 that we are given what we own. 

 He gives even when we fail Him, 
 He gives even when we fall, 
 He is our loving Father in heaven, 
 on earth and forevermore.

its when i........

when i see the sky,
when i count the clouds,
when i hike the hills,
when i shout out loud,
when i see a plane,
when i ride a bicycle,
when i snap a photo,
when i paint a picture,
 when i sketch the days,
when i hear the songs,
 when i try to smile,
and start to sing along,
when i play with crafts,
when i fold the boxes,
when i am wide awake,
when my mouth closes
 when i type a post,
when i check the grammar,
when i dream a dream,
when i plan my schedule,
when i nibble on fries,
when i touch the water,
when i walk to my car,
when i turn on the wiper.....
 when i see a clock,
when i read the bible,
when i watch a movie,
when i flip the channel,
when i talk to my dog,
when i water the cactus,
when i climb a tree,
when i write with pencil...
 when i see a phone,
when i starts to google,
when i read a book,
when i solve a puzzle,
when i laugh so crazily,
when i slam the drawer,
when i pitch a tent,
when i grab a towel..
 when i decides to travel,
when i hit a marble,
when i jump over a river,
when i cross a tunnel,
when i catch a sailor,
when i always wonder,
when i try and try and try again,


every second, minute and day,
be it near or far away......

wher the tall wants short
and short wants tall
wher the busy seek rest
and the rest seek work
ai say ai say
when the night comes we decide we wanted day
and when the day comes we wanted night again
when the land dries we wanted rainy day
and when the rain pours, we want it away

dream a little dream of me

dreams, another world where things do and do not make sense.

it works like a blender blending all the thoughts to work out a scenario.
so weird, and funny. but sometimes they are not.

coffee on the table, acting like i love them