rest in the Lord

i've never once in my life work an average of 22 hours a day, 7 days a week and no...its not just shortly for a few days and thats it... This new lifestyle has been going on for two weeks now and yes, its still not over yet. With the workshop coming up next month, and after that will be the final assessment, i'm gonna assume that this lifestyle will goes on until mid July. i thought, after last friday, I'll finally get to breathe for a week before the new assignment sinks in, but way i was wrong. Saturday, the youths went to visit the orphanage home and sunday, church and tuition. Every day is just so packed with activities and a long to-do list.

Nevertheless, i'm enjoying every moment of it. Every fun comes with a price and every satisfying feeling comes with an effort. Maybe sometimes, like now, i might just feel so strengthless, after all the work and lack of sleep, i'll be sitting here wondering the true purpose of me doing all these...whether its work from college or church, from home or from God. i'm just glad to know that I'm never alone.

It is obvious that God has been with me through these all. i mean, how possibly can a person stay awake ( not to just lepak online like she used to) but to work non stop, from a subject to another, trying hard to squeeze as much brain juice as possible in order to solve all the questions that comes with the design. With only two hours of sleep everyday, she still has strength to wake up in the morning and drive to school. And seriously, felt the strong adrenalin rushing in her that it enable her to work non stop. Moreover, with that limited amount of knowledge, its impossible for her to complete what she has completed in the past two week. No, i don't believe in luck. i believe in God.

i believe that, its God who used my dog to wake me up in the middle of the night just so i can complete my work.

i believe that, its God who provided me with a caring family at home, who are always trying to help me in whatever way they can.

i believe that, its God who gave me a family at church, who made me forget about all my burdens and workload for the moment, and just enjoy the time spent with them in the house of God.

i believe that, its no coincidence at all in the way He provided me with all the materials and ideas in order to accomplished my work.

It was never easy, but things can never be too hard for God to handle. So, as long as i'm with God, i believe it can never be too hard for me. and if, if i'm ever out of breath, I still have a sabbath day to rest! =)

"Come unto me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

Matthew 11: 28-30