remember what you're feeling now

"A design, is never complete, never done, never ending, 

until u finally achieve the satisfaction that you desire.

assessment day is not your due date for the design."

came tumbling after

dear Lord dear Lord,

please give me strength Lord.

dear Lord dear Lord,

please hold my tears Lord.

dear Lord dear Lord,

please give me peace Lord.

dear Lord dear Lord,

help me trust in You Lord.

dear Lord dear Lord,

stop my shaking hands Lord.

dear Lord dear Lord,

take away my fear Lord.

dear Lord dear Lord,

help me feel better Lord.

dear Lord dear Lord,

thank you for being here Lord.

better than any horoscope forecast

God's voice, often a whisper,

 I have chosen for you a life which is abundantly full of every good thing (Jn10:10; Ps 84:11). 
What looks good to you now may not be good for you twenty or thirty years from now. 
But I am the great I Am. 
I see your whole life, the present and the future (Ps 139:16). 
And I love you (Jer 31:3). 
I have plans for you which you cannot even imagine ( Jer 29:11; 1 Cor 2:9). 
I may give you the gift of singleness (1 cor 7:7, 25-39; Mt 19:10-12). 
Or you may discover that my plans include marriage. 
Next week or next year I may bring into your life a person who will love you with a love that only my Spirit can inspire. 
Wait for this person. 
The one who is my choice for you will love you as I love you. 
I will not force you to marry my choice. And I will not prevent you from marrying your choice. But do not be deceived: you will reap what you sow (Gal 6:7). 
I long to do good for you (Is 30:18). 
Wait for me, Christian! I will act.

by Alice Fryling

this, the sweetest promise i've ever heard. 

i heard crunchy road

amazing race amazing race amazing race

watching amazing race always makes me wonder why am i sitting here watching and not being out there traveling the world.

there used to be so many places that to seem so far and impossible to go to, places that i can only watch and hear from others, places that i've never dream of stepping foot on.

with so many affordable flights now, i'm goin i'm goin i'm goin i'm goin...

my new goal is to fill up the latest little red book

i have 5 years to go.
step by step, i'm goin i'm goin i'm goin

i think i'm gonna put up a map :) 

budget trip budget trip budget trip.

who wanna join me? ")

floating in the blue lagoon

love across miles

the things that make me smile....

despite the far away town

they are always around

6577 miles away

185 miles away

5419 miles away

4255 miles away

beloved kawan-kawan, more postcards please :)

perhaps neverending

Dear God, 

i choose to believe You now.

I used to have things my way, planning it all out.

and somewhere somehow, things did not went well.

stretches along the years, we had, were, did, and going, 

i think i hope i guess,  there is a story telling.

wild gourd is the closest word i can find

there are just a few things i wanna say.

#1 my new favourite word is longitudinal. (try pronouncing it, its addictive)

#2 little kitten is the cutest thing for today. the cutest!

#3 rat is cute. but scary. but cute. but still scary. it scares me. 

#4 graduation looks happy. i'm proud of u rong rong!! i can't wait for mine. 

#5 i hate my sister. the one with long hair. she's evil. ( i wrote this for u!! trust me. i really really hate u)
#6 i need to, have to, got to go to spain. pls pls pls.

erm. thats all.

i'll just walk without the umbrella

yay yay yay!!  finally finally finally finished the entire 3dmax assignment. 

abandoned the other 2 report just to finish this :'( 

nevertheless........ i'm done with this!!!! :D 

over 1800 frames

52 hours of rendering

more than a week of 3d-ing...

say yay to last minute work!!

 tada~~ my sweat  and blood ....

  

 

looks quite fake. heh. but it still got me excited :)
as for the animation... erhmm.....不可见人... hah. 

see if i'll change my mind later.

yawn... time to bathe and study for the exams -_- zzz
jia you jia you jia you!!! 

om nom nom nom nom nom nom nom

3d max...please have mercy on me..... i've been working for u for the past 48 hours...let me render already!!! :'(

they are all shapes u say, i.......

yelllllllllo.....(tweet eyun, it is hello)

for the past 2 weeks, the above colour has been The colour.
who's right and who's wrong became newspaper headlines and certainly, both party will have their say in their stands.

perhaps, there are people who wants to use what's right for what's wrong,
and perhaps there are people who wants to use what's wrong for what right,
perhaps there are people who genuinely wants to make things right,
and perhaps there are people who genuinely wants to keep things from going wrong.

whatever it is, only God is in the place to judge. of all that's happening, people taking opportunity to have their say, to make their stand, to fight for what they deserve. putting all these aside, maybe God is giving another reason for His people to join in prayer.

if being quiet about it is mistaken as being ignorant, is one having a say on the matter wiser or wrong?

videos and photos being made as teaser, forums and blogs taking topic as story. comments scolding and supporting.people judging people.

i've never struggle as much to find words for other post than this, it is difficult to not judge. perhaps, to have a say, is already judging.

maybe the post should only be one word. Hi.

God bless the nation.

...

u noe choo choo train? and its just like tat

my sister says she just found out that i tend to speak a lot or in her words "nag" when i'm tired and i assume that by using the word nag she meant that i speak continuously in monotonous way forming sentences with the maximum number of words that comes with the least amount of content combine together without any pauses comma fullstop bracket or whatsoever and also since it is monotonous it should not contain any expression or high pitch tone that are expressed by one to show sense of in doubt or surprised which then also eliminate the possibility of exclamation mark and question marks to be found in the sentences that i tend to stretch as long as possible in the most meaningless way to just simply express the simplest thing that i meant to express that can actually be summarized into just a few words but i definitely think otherwise because i am tired now in fact extremely tired after having to sleep less than a handful of hours last night yet having to wake up early in the morning to go to work and after that go to college and continue with my never ending assignments that now requires me to face the computer 24/7 in order to accomplish my so called a design with concept but one that i have yet to visualize because i have yet to come up with a study model which will enable me to study the form but because it is too complicated with the levelings and all i seriously can hardly put it down into paper moreover deciding on the height of levels each floor supposed to be positioned at and after spending hours in college till about half pass 8 at night that i finally left college and headed home which i then thought that i could finally have a little rest now only to find out later that i still need to do the house chores and clean my dogs poop which can be extremely disgusting and never seem to fit in the house but i guess there isn't any poop that fits any house but oh well what i'm trying to say is that yes i am in fact undeniably extremely exhausted right now so it makes no sense of the things that she said because obviously i am not nagging at all because everything i say makes sense and has a meaning to it, or not.