more verb ?

april?
why not feb?!! :O

whoa oh oh

try putting ur head upside down

#1

if i die young, 

what will i beat myself up for not doing?

the pear shaped like an orange with the colour of an apple

edited from Dianna.A's list

the things i focus on so other things will be less significant

i drove bout 300 miles to pick up an egg

almost everyone is home!! :) its time for cny!! 

seek first His kingdom

y m i being bothered by something which i don't get to see the full picture.
seriously, i should be focussing on His kingdom instead of being bothered by a tweet or a comment.


Trust in the Lord with all your heart;
do not depend on your own understand.
Seek His will in all you do,
and He will show you which path to take.




don't u think yesterday's evening skies hav beautiful shade of blue....
nt the dark blue, bold and striking kind, but the gentle one...

maybe i should try staying away from u

God gave u a heavy heart bcoz its better off filled than empty

it seems like there are many things already happenin tho the "holiday" had just begun. its an indescribable feeling how God is trying to make me see things i dun usually realize. i dun really noe how to describe it in words but its something tat i'm grateful tat God is making me see these things now. its amazing how He plans and make things happen juz so that i will be able to be ther to observe the things tat happened. n from there, His plan came by to change me bit by bit each day.

and each thing that i realized hurts me to learn that was wat kind of attitude i used to hav, how ignorant i was, how irresponsible my words were, how much of time wasted on myself resulting in neglecting the people tat are supposed to be closest to me, my own family. the time i've lost and the part i've left from my family in result of spending time on "me and my things". and i admit, none of the good things i did was from me but all the bad things were. i am not proud of who i am.

at the same time, i'm grateful to know that i'm actually being "taken care" of. and it is very comforting to know tat i'm nt on my own. to think that being who i am isn't d thing i shud concentrate on but what He wants and who He is. i'm glad tat He is telling me this now and not later. i've wasted enough. i couldn't afford to lose more.

i m still changing and i still do not know what to do. but aint tat wat its supposed to be? to be weak so we would always need to depend on Him, and to know not what to expect so we will always surrender our future onto Him.

just as what amen means; so be it.

i'll watch d night turn light blue

How tired I am of this unbearable distance between us

How I long for the toll of the recess bell

Have you forgotten me?

Grown mindless of me?

Tell me I am not writing into an abyss

Or that is what will become of my heart…

and no matter what i feed him he always seem to grow oh oh~

#1 tidy up closet

rmb tat morning when we were both in blue? i've got tat printed

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed.
As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation.
They talked about so many things and various subjects.
When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said:
"I don't believe that God exists."

"Why do you say that?" asked the customer. "Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist.
Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people?
Would there be abandoned children?

If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain.
I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things."
The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument.
The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.

Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard.
He looked dirty and unkempt. The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber:
"You know what? Barbers do not exist."
"How can you say that?" asked the surprised barber.
"I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!"
"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers don't exist because
if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside."

"Ah, but barbers DO exist! That's what happens when people do not come to me."
"Exactly!" affirmed the customer. "That's the point! God, too, DOES exist!
That's what happens when people do not go to Him and don't look to Him for help.
That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world."

~ a forwarded email

a smile is a curve that sets everything straight

i figured that i shouldn't be just standing there waiting as i wait...

its best that i do something a bit more useful,

like smiling.

so what if u don't smile back....
:)

vamos a hacer justamente eso!

i'm homeeeeeeeeee babeh!

garhhhhhhhhh.......... i miss the leaves and treessssssssss

i wanna go Finca Bella Vista!! 

i nak tinggal di atas pokok! boleh tak?? 

photo by Matt Hogan

ooooooo...waaaaaaa....best gile..........  

wait... i'm going with u!!

a: how long will we have to be there?
b: till d nurse can bend my legs till 90 degree.
a: wat 90 degrees?
b: it'll be straight and not bendable, but she will bend it a little day by day till it reaches 90 degree.
a: o.O
b: she says it'll hurt so much tat i'll cry. u sure u wanna be ther?
a: do u wan me to be ther?
b: of course la. i'm scared.
a: okay. i'm scared too. erm, can we fall asleep at the same time? i dun wan to be awake alone.
b: ...

tats y i'm not gonna open now. i shall wait till u walk by :)

wokay! counting down aint tat bad afterall. especially when u're playing silly games with happie people like my happie mama and aunty! ooo. n i saw fireworks :D happie new year people!!!!!! lets have another great year ahead!!! with lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa love!! <3