if you don't do it now

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

designing is the most inspiring yet most frustrating
                       most motivating yet most discouraging
                       most captivating yet most nerve-wrecking
                       most satisfying yet most condemning
process!!!

it is so easy to picture that perfect and overwhelming building in your mind,
only to be disappointed and depressed to realize that its so so so difficult to put it down in paper with sketches, words and structures.

not to forget, to meet the requirements, to solve the non compromising space planning, the restricting site planning, the  troublesome services, the complicated structures, without sacrificing what you love to have in the design. and it seems so impossible.

where to get that positive vibe, when every morning you wake up just to be told that this won't work.
where to get that fun energy, when you don't have that designated place to keep your momentum moving.
where to get that ambitious confidence, when you don't believe you have the capability to create the expected result.

you dream your painting, then you paint your dream.
if only it's literally that simple.