the notebook

last few days, i went into my brother's room, wanted to watch Lord of The Rings, but it was too scary to watch it alone in the dark, so I end up watching the notebook instead. At that moment, i wasnt expecting it to be a movie this difficult. 

It was a difficult movie. Not difficult to understand, but difficult to leave the movie after watching it. Its the kind of movie that goes into your heart, run around leaving stains and marks and even after it leaves, the marks are there to stay. Its a difficult movie to not cry while watching it. 

It isnt bitter, but its not just sweet. It is something in between. But one thing that the movie strongly states, just like how the bible puts it, Love never fails. 

Its somehow easier to be the one watching it because you just need to bear a few minutes of heartache before the main characters in the movie find each other again. A less than 2 hours movie is not that difficult to bear compared to the character who are living it in the movie, the ones who know not when or who, the ones who know not how and why, the ones who waited many years for one love, the one who needs to bear the heartache without knowing that everything will work out fine in the end. 

We know it is a movie, we know it will end out fine. But the character doesn't know. Just like how in reality, we wouldn't have any idea, who is, who are, or when will be. 

That is the most difficult part of all. But in the movie they didn't mention God. and in my reality, i have God. maybe that's how my reality will be a little easier. having know that everything, will work out fine in the end of it all. because i believe.