oh no oh no...juz heard something from my eldest sis. Now I feel extremely guilty. sigh sigh sigh... I'm so not a good child. Eldest sis staying in hostel for more than 5 years now, while 2nd sis just left to uni. Now, I'm actually the oldest among the siblings (home, i mean.)?? oh no~~I used to be so dependent on my 2nd sis, and now that she has left to uni, I realized that I'm actually so...useless.. as in..not contributing anything to the family. Now, even Reagan might move into sport school, that means left Jason and I on the list. Despite how much I dislike working in the office, I guess its now my responsibility to help out. I shouldn't be so selfish-ly enjoying all the lepak-ing during my free time from college..So, instead of sitting here being pathetic while feeling guilty, I should get up and start doing something for a change...I need to do my part. Right....I need to make this right!!!
God...please grant me the wisdom to do this right. Help me in this would ya?? Cast away all my selfish thoughts and desires....I ask for Your strength and will power...Thank You God. Amen.
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Praise God for that revelation!! wakaka! U're the big sis at home now!!Now u have to be more independent, and let people depend on u instead!
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