a.l.o.o.f....

its a really nice feeling to wake up to every morning and find there is a different day to live.
some days are cold morning, so dark and lazy, nice and easy to snuggle and sleep in...
some days are jumping up from bed and thinking, scrap! wat day is today! is it assessment, exam, class?
while most of the days, are rushing and dancing. especially when there isn't time to wake up as there isn't time to sleep, i juz somehow fell asleep by d computer or so.

so today is one where i woke up feeling contented. i like how God talks to me in the morning.
dunno since when the morning devotion is becoming longer and longer. there are many people that i want to pray for. but these 2 days i realized though there are that certain few whom i never missed saying prayers for, asking God to protect them with journey mercies, to stay from temptation, to guide them with wisdom; there are many that i've missed out. i guess it somehow led by how self-absorbed i have always been. and i think that's my biggest weakness of all. even from this post, i dunno how many 'i' that i've typed.

but its somehow comforting to know that God is the one who creates each one of us. because this means He can, guide and help us in using our strengths for His glory and He will always be there for our weakness.

i'm so lost of words right now as i dunno how to make up what's in my mind. i'm just somehow grateful that God is making me realize how self absorbed i've been all these while, and slowly revealing to me the people that i've somehow neglected. because these people are people who matters to me. and i'm just glad that its not too late to be involved in their lives. it hurts me to simply think that i was happily living my life as if nothing bothers me while something is happening and is troubling them, but i'm totally ignorant bout it. thank you God for opening up my eyes to see. thank you God for giving me a chance to care. thank you God for seeing my weakness and helping me change. i can do nothing without You Lord. :)

all these all these thoughts, wouldn't appear if God didn't bring me back to Him.
all these all these feeling, wouldn't have existed if He didn't answer the prayers.
its amazing to see when u start connecting the dots. so, let's dance and sing~ heh

*swinging side by side*
little by little, everyday
little by little in every way,
Jesus is changing me
He's changing me

since i made a turn about faith *turn face*
i've been growing in His grace
Jesus is changing me *turn 3 rounds*

He's changing me
my precious saviour
i'm not the same person that i used to be *nod nod*
well it's been slow going *glide*
but still there's knowing
that someday perfect i will be *show teeth*