numb

since when since how the heart has stopped feeling
any pain or sadness even when skin is peeling
dont know how nor know why cant tell what's in my mind
have I became too cruel or too scared to cry

the neighbour that passed without saying goodbye
after a terrible fall in the middle of the night
heard of the news no feeling yet why
too cold too cruel or too dry the eyes

and now again a news came by
again the cold came like frozen ice
the heart below freezing too many ties
no feeling came rushing only logical sighs

seeking memories seeking old binds
searching for at least one reason to lie
then she remembered as she laid by her side
like a mother she said its okay, dont cry.

with all her hairs nw grey and white
laying there weakly in coma tonight
its still cold like a bad winter pie
im afraid to go tmr, and hopefully wudnt be to bid goodbye