never

I never like that word
never
it seems to be so harsh

no word as arrogant as he to be
to be so sure of what to pass

I never like using never
but reality cant deny
as much as we reluctant to
we just cant tell the lie

but having to think of this is it
the very one last night
no longer can I see her smile again
it just doesnt sound right

in christ we believe we can reunite
someday in heaven we'll meet
but that is only if so she did
surrender herself to His feet

dear Lord what if she didnt
it doesnt seem like she did
I just cant use the word never
not now not her not for this

dear Lord dear God I hope You'll forgive
and whatever is it, may she rest in peace

Thanks for everything. Rest in peace, dai guma.