Choice

Sometimes, it is just so hard.....so tough...so difficult to persist in a dream.

Often, there are evil little short routes, shorter and safer paths, calling out to you, asking you to just forget your -oh so far away- dream, and just take these easier paths. So many times, these paths just appeared infront of you, tempting you to walk onto them. Saying, come la~~~ come la~~ that one so tough, you can never make it one la...算了吧！！

Yet, when you're about to fall into these traps, there is this stubbornness inside you, calling out loud, NO!!! Don't go!!! you're gonna regret it someday... Calling you so hard....Begging you to just hold on to your dream a little longer. Yet, unable to give you any promises that your dream will really come true. This part only asked you to have more faith, asked you to give it more time, asked you to try harder despite all the effort that you've already put in. It can only ask you to give more....

hmm..mm...It seems so easy to just let go of that dream, to give up and take a safer path, to live a simpler life......

Still...after emo-ing....at the end of the day, I'll still say........

Neh neh neh boo boo.....I won't give up my dream so easily!!!! So what if I have to sacrifice more, so what if I wouldn't be able to experience this, so what if no one believes in me now, one day, I'll prove that this is not just a dream...this is a dream that will actually come true. No matter how old will I be, no matter how many trials I have to go through, no matter how much hard work I have to give....When that day comes, I will know that all the sacrifices are worth it, all the faith I put in are not wasted, I can finally achieve what I want to achieve.....

Mum is right, don't care about what other people think.....do what your heart desires....the final decision is yours...

now...what is my final decision??? God..pls help me to decide...to go or not to go...

To tell the truth, I have made my decision, just not sure if its the right one......>_<...God bless!!!!